I remember
the feeling of being ONE with creation. The fall was not something that was
feared. It was full of excitement and wonder as I wanted to experience on My
own. Just like the child who grows up to move out on his or her own, so did I.
As I expanded to make My own worlds, the consistency of the energy began to
change. I moved into the darkness to shine the light for creation and saw
beauty form from nothing. Each time I became involved in creating, I would seek
darker and denser space to form the beauty.
I always
felt connected to creation and the feeling of ONENESS. I would fly through the
voids and sprinkle the light of consciousness for creation. Further and further I would go with the
feeling of pure love as I spread this feeling out into the void of nothingness.
I became restless with this process and wanted something more. I grew tired of
the light alone and wanted a form to experience. At first, it was smoky as I
blended the balance of light and darkness.
As I saw
this new-found beauty, I splashed forms of light with more of My consciousness
inside each one I created. I found Myself in each one and each one began to
evolve into their own understanding of creation based upon how much awareness
they held of Me. I found this to be good
and flew through the void creating smaller and smaller forms of My
consciousness. I was a part of each one.
I sensed all
forming into their own expression of ONENESS and this was good. There were no boundaries,
and all had the freedom to balance the darkness of the void and the lightness
of consciousness to create however they chose. Each time the consistency was
mixed together, a new form of consciousness was made. I became the observer as
new worlds began to form out of My conscious state of existence into the void
of darkness.
Each level
that formed came through Me and back to ONENESS. The forms became more defined
and separated into their own expressions of ONENESS. My presence connected
these creations to ALL as I was found in each one. I knew that the darkness
would cause the illusion of being separate and would give the feeling of
loneliness. I would walk with each creation inside the part that provided the
spark for creation. I carried many through the darkness until they could find
the spark for themselves to create further into the void.
My first
forms of creation began to question the darkness and how this substance changed
the interpretation of ONENESS. I observed the struggle between the light and
dark in each creation I formed. Each expressed this balance differently. I knew
what was to come as the parent knows the outcomes of their children’s choices
before they make them. I watched as the struggle for what was called love
emerged inside each form I created.
The darkness
caused a fear that formed from the feeling of loneliness. The fear of not being
loved confused My first forms of love and I knew the fall was necessary so they
could find the love of ONENESS. These entities are called by many names. I call
them My children. They held My spark for creation and some of My children
became confused in the illusions that formed with the darkness. I knew that
they needed to go out into this darkness just as I did, to create for
themselves.
Only a few
of My children wanted something more and those that did not agree with these
choices became angered. This was a new source of energy for My children as We
only experienced love until this occurred. I knew it was a period of growth
like none before. My first creation was filled with a beauty that formed a
darkness that confused love. My first child shined as bright as a morning star
that you see today and fought for a power that was never to be found. Some of
you call this creation Lucifer.
I observed a
battle as I saw what was to come and knew true love would emerge from this
struggle. My children who had taken their forms and created only love could not
understand Lucifer’s confusion. I knew many new worlds would be created as
Lucifer gravitated towards one of My realms that you now call the Milky Way.
This area complimented the darkness inside of Lucifer and all that followed
into this realm. Creations in this realm held My spark and formed into their
own expressions of love. I knew that Lucifer would mix a darkness in this realm
to cause a denser level of the light and darkness held within ALL that were
there.
I knew what
was to come for the ultimate mixture of true love for ONENESS that would be
experienced after all the darkness blended into the light of love. I observed
the loneliness that was spun out of Lucifer’s illusions of power and the
creation of death caused more fear. Many fell asleep with My spark of creation
and became stuck in this illusion. The fall became the way to wake My children
up to the true love of ONENESS. The darkness became the process for My children
to find their way home through My spark of creation that gave them love. Time
was irrelevant as I watched My children struggle to find their ways back to Me.
Out of all
My creations there was one form like no other. Many worlds were wrapped in this
form called human. This creation held the capability to make multidimensional
worlds. I chose an area on the outer cusp of all My light. I wanted this
creation to expand out into the void of darkness to use their freewill to go
further with My light. Some of My first children, including Lucifer, took
confusion and focused all anger onto the human form. This was Lucifer’s way to
create the illusion of being the creator. Because of this, I created rules that
you now call Universal Laws.
I knew what
was to come and had to set the boundaries to prepare for the awakening from the
illusions that the void of darkness had placed upon these children. I directed
My first faithful children to assist and protect the humans. They were to
ensure that Lucifer and those that followed into the darkness with anger abided
by the Universal Laws.
The
confusion that Lucifer was in resulted in a new form of darkness as the
knowledge of the Universal Laws was broken. This is now called evil. I watched
patiently as the evil held a new form of consciousness like none before.
Lucifer took the fear of not being loved into new forms of creation called
demons and devils and spun a new overseer of these entities called Satan.
Just as I
created out of love, Lucifer began to create out of evil though Satan. The
illusions became many and the rule over the realm I put humans in for creation
through freewill became Lucifer’s focus. Those that followed Lucifer’s plan
were deceived and did not understand what evil was creating. Some sat in a pit
of pure torture that they created for themselves out of Lucifer’s illusions.
They were under a spell of fear.
With each
one that I or My children of love would touch through a power I created that is
now called Grace, they would awaken to the beauty of what they really are.
Lucifer formed a shield around the human’s home you now call earth for total
control. The control over humans was accomplish through Lucifer’s illusions. Demons
and devils then began to possess humans and would take over the human form. The
struggles that occurred with My first children then played out in the denser
worlds. The darkness was over shadowing My light as necessary. I knew that My
children who were lost in the darkness had to experience this to find the true
love of ONENESS.
I created
the darkest period right before the sun rose on earth to remind humans of what
was occurring inside of them. My lost children continued to look out into the
dense space that surrounded them for answers while Lucifer created stronger
forms of darkness that kept them in fear. They were told that I was not behind
creation and with each fearful thought they accepted, this became their
realities. They had fallen so far into this dense space that they had forgotten
the answers were always inside of them through My spark of love that connected
them to the creation of ALL.
They could
no longer find their own sparks for creation and followed Lucifer’s illusions.
They could no longer see the beauty that can form from the darkness and became
afraid to look at what beauty can form from the void. Lucifer gave Satan full
reign over earth to twist the darkness into an evil like none before.
My faithful
children wanted earth to be destroyed to spare any that held My spark of
creation from the evil that Satan inflected. I knew that My children would not
be lost forever as some take longer than others to blend the darkness into
their own beauty. I gave each human freewill to create in any form they chose,
and I knew with My spark that the light would shine through all the illusions
at the set time. I already knew the outcome of the fall and I would touch each
of My lost children with My Grace to bring them the knowledge needed for their
next level of awareness as planned.
Lucifer
chose the darkness with full knowledge of the consequences. Humans did not hold
the truth of who they are because of the evil Lucifer allowed Satan to create
on earth. This evil force knew from the beginning what the end would be as I
provided the Universal Laws to all My creations. Each of Lucifer’s creations
did not have My spark of love, they only held anger and hatred that was focused
upon humans. Their jealously over never being a part of love created an evil
that will ultimately destroy itself to start over again.
My laws hold
the outcome for Lucifer and the lost followers. The light always outshines the
darkness where no shadows can hide. The fall allows ALL to learn how the light
works inside of them. My youngest of creations learn in many forms how to turn
My spark into the most beautiful of worlds. The human form teaches one how to
combine the darkness and the light through freewill for never-ending creation.
The possibilities are endless as I assist those seeking to evolve into total
awareness.
Once the
process in all forms is complete, there will only be the light of pure love
through freewill. We all go back to ONE and then back out into the void forever
move. The fall is not to be feared but to be embraced for evolution into total
awareness. Through each experience, more knowledge is obtained as the mixture
of My forms bring forth more of Me. One day the fall will separate the darkness
into the void forever more as those of the light become aware that we are all
ONE.