It does matter what events brought you to the current mixture you hold as these events make you who you are. It starts within your current level of consciousness. Those of you that take the experiences that lead you to the anguish and replay them over and over are still mixing all the components in search of enlightenment. You are looking for something that can only be found in who you are at this moment. All your past fills you with the day. The mixture you currently hold is because of your past. This mixture will sit at the bottom of your life force and if new thoughts are not mixed into the foundation for opportunities to learn from the regrets, they will build into the darkness that will cover your life.
With each life you live, you hold all the mixture from all lifetimes in attempts to find enlightenment in this life. Some of you call it karma when your past comes back to you through more anguish unless you release the bond to those events. As your veil is lifted, you will see how the foundation you hold inside comes from all your lifetimes. All the anger and rage come from your planets history all balled up inside of you. How could this be you ask? All the essence of who you are goes back to the beginning and if you take each piece of what makes you who you are, it will lead all the way back to the Garden of Eden. You have taken the events that occurred in the beginning to complete the cycle of despair. The vastness of your desperation has filled the universe and the planets are aligning for the spirit of change. As you reach the desperation, all time will cease, and you will question your existence. The lightning bolt for change will occur. The energy source you choose will be a conscious choice that you have never known before. All will experience this level as the waves of energy mix inside of you to bring you more of what you consciously seek. If you do not allow any new thoughts inside for the spirit you call Holy to enter, the spirit of anguish will consume you with thoughts to even harm yourself or others.
Your children are overwhelmed with these feelings as the force that sits in your gravity feeds off the innocent. The message of violence brings forth the thoughts that cause destruction on your planet. You keep this source alive in your media and in your homes. Your children see much anguish when they look at your world. Those who keep their children protected and do not prepare them for the boundaries that need to be in place will see the inability to cope as their veil is lifted.
All events are relevant, and all will have to make the choice as the sources that bring you love and fear fight for the very essence of who you are. You will become consciously aware as your thoughts of who you thought you were fade away. It can happen through either energy source that will come to you like a bolt of lightning or it can become a slow process.
“For the Son of Man in his day will be like the lightning, which flashes and lights up the sky from one end to the other. But first he must suffer many things and be rejected by this generation.” Luke 17:24-25
The key is to know that you are already a part of this Greatness and when thoughts enter that make you question if there is Something Greater, that is the day you will have found the hope that comes from the thought that you are a part of Something Greater. Just as you need your heart to live, you are vital to the universe. Though you may be small, you are vital to creation.
The understanding of growth into the spirit cannot be articulated just as the flower grows into full bloom. “The Kingdom of God is in your midst.” Luke 17:21
It is not seen but felt. It is with a touch that comes from inside yourself. Grace reaches in and lights your flame of life for creation in this dimension. Those that do not understand are mixing their essence subconsciously for the day when they will mix with creation or self-destruction. The universe aligns for this time and the Creator awakens inside of you for enlightenment forever more. The flow of change has been building inside of you for the God of your understanding to live forever more inside of you since the beginning. You are here to bring this force out into this dimension for further creation.