Question: I am different and forever changing. I am filled with doubt because I am always in crisis mode. I see everything around me as patterns that never hold a good feeling for me. I am noticing how it spills over into all my affairs. I am not sure who I am. I know you are there leading me into greatness, but I am angry that this process is so hard. How do I look lovingly into this world when there are people surrounding me at every whim filled with fear and mistrust themselves?
Answer: The change is for all of us filled with love and light. We are all learning how to integrate this knowledge so all can evolve. With each experience, we look for ways to heal at a deeper level. Not all need to experience suffering. Not all can handle some experiences others go through while in human form. It does not mean one is better than the other. Each is on their own quest to reach their greatness. The greatness comes when one has reached the total understanding of All that Is.
You have options for the time your human body has left. You came to contribute for the evolution of humanity. To reach this level of confidence for this role, one must be rid of all programming that prevents the true light from shining into the mind, body, and soul. Remember the mind is separate from the brain which is a part of the body.
We are here always. We are watching you mix the energies to decide what is next. You are a pure channel. Even the shadow work you do is mixing for the purification of the past you heal. You can manifest anything you desire. You doubt your abilities because of all the experiences of not feeling loved. All those experiences are to bring forth the abilities that you now hold. Each thought, each feeling, and each action creates new energies to mix together for your perfection.
It is not about the material things. It is about the mixture inside. The ones with the most material things will have the greatest difficulties in finding themselves. If one finds the self, one finds All that Is. All of the illusions in this dimension should be seen as the shadows of what has been that is mixing for something new. Now the light shines so bright that all is seen, and all are forced to the surface. What to do is to sit in the light and bask in the glory.
Feel it go through the crown chakra, the third eye, the throat, the heart, the solar plexus, the sacral chakra, and the root chakra. Bask in the everlasting light that shines through you and out into this dimension. See that this light is so powerful that it fills the room up and seeps out into your world. It shines across the land as you feel it in your heart, your stomach and in your third eye. You feel this power surge through your whole body and out into the center of Mother Earth. You feel her throbbing as she soaks in your light filled with love. This ever-lasting light moves through you and through the Universe. The vastness of your capabilities cannot be verbalized