The Foot In Front of Me

There are times in our life that we feel like we are walking on a wire and either way we fall off will lead us into insanity.  These are the times to look at the foot in front of us.  Some of us may be fortunate enough to never have experienced such a feeling of not being in control of our thoughts.  For those of us who have been there or who are there right now, the foot in front of you has a great meaning behind it. 

I found that as I looked at the foot in front of me and thought of nothing else, I did not think and was purely in the moment.  As I look back on that time period, I recall when I stopped thinking and when I just looked at my foot and saw nothing.  Everything just disappeared for that one instant and my thoughts were gone.  The more I did stop and look at my foot, the more I found that I felt better.  I wasn’t thinking of my past or my future and all the things I could have done or all the things I should have done.  I was in the moment looking at me.  As I trained my thoughts around this experience, I began to find acceptance as I looked at the foot in front of me.  Now as I look back, I know it was a message to myself to focus on right now because that is all we have.  As I sifted through all my thoughts, I found pieces of them everywhere within my mind.  As I tried to separate them to figure out what they were, they went all the way back to either love or fear.  As I learned about a God that was of my understanding, I had to consider what everything was that fits into all the theories ever made by man. I read and studied the theory of everything.  With each time I calmed my mind, questions would arise about how life is for me.  How did I reach the point where I had to look at the foot in front of me and what does the moment mean anyway?  The day I realized something was talking to me in my world made me look at that moment where I focused on my foot again.  With each time I looked at each moment and realized that all of them together makes me who I am today, the foot in front of me takes a different meaning.  It brings me to the moment that is the essence of my existence.  Everything I am is right in front of me spilling out for all to see from the inside.  As I looked at the world around me, I began to see messages of who I was inside.  The butterfly and the dragonfly appeared everywhere as I thought about them.  I then became fascinated with how our thoughts can bring things into our reality.  When I explored how energy works, I discovered that energy cannot be destroyed, it just changes form.  There is something talking to me in my world and in my mind.  At one point, I thought that I had went insane.  I write all these thoughts down that consume me.  I wake up in the middle of the night with a voice telling me what to write.  Words flow from my fingers with some of them making no sense at all to me.  As I share the information with a select few to see what I write, I was at first startled to find that they are parallel with the Bible.  I feel this presence with me all the time and at times feel like I am two people. Some days I can see myself walking down the hallway.  I feel that someone is with me at all time.  I discovered that this is called the Holy Spirit. That is a story for another day.  I began reading the Bible and piecing together what I wrote.  I go back to the moment when I first really looked at the foot in front of me and how I strive for that feeling at all times now. I now learn a whole new world as the Bible introduces me to angels and demons.  The journey into that world will be shared as well, but for today, it is how I took my thoughts and stopped them from over taking me as I looked at the foot in front of me.

To Suffer or Not to Suffer

For those of us seeking for peace and understanding of what we are doing on this planet, there are many paths to choose. It is difficult to comprehend that we are right where we are suppose to be as we see the chaos around us.  To understand the knowledge that we create our reality brings us to a whole new level of awareness.  As we learn that we planned this moment in time to bring us one step closer to where we started so long ago, we begin to view the people around us differently.  It is at first very difficult to accept that all the pain and anguish in our life is something we created in our mind.  As we begin to separate thoughts and identify what type they are when they enter our mind, we will be able to start taking control inside.  This level of awareness brings a world that turns our thoughts into reality, at times instantaneously.  Other times it may take longer than we would like but once things appear, we understand why there was a delay in their appearance to begin with.  As the connection to Something Greater grows with this awareness, we will find an inner strength that emerges through our entire being and projects out into our world.  Others will look into our eyes and either look away because they are unable to look into this light of knowledge that is calling them or they will soak it into their being as they make attempts to find it for their self.  With each person we encounter in our day, it is important to remind our self that we placed them into our path for our own awareness.  Even when we think we are helping someone else, we will find that we are really helping our self.  Knowing there is a world within our mind will bring fear of what this means to us.  The fear is not from Something Greater.  Because we are weak when fear is present, we are susceptible to energy sources that can enter in between our thoughts and emotions.  It is our responsibility to ensure that we know which energy sources we are allowing inside our thoughts.  We separated from the Source of All Creation because of our fear and have spiraled down into our current existence.  We keep coming back into human form in attempts to break through the fear based thoughts to reach the voice of love for a pure connection back to this Source of All Creation.  The goal is to return to this Source of All Creation. There are energy sources that have chosen to separate from this light with the destiny to never connect again.  They have made a conscious choice to take a different path full of anger, full of jealousy and full of hatred.  Their intentions are to invade our thoughts and cause confusion and fear.  They can only enter if we allow them inside.  They can enter even when we do not understand who they are.  They will only be able to control those who have forgotten who they are and why they are in human form.  As we become more aware of what is happening in our thoughts we have freewill to go down any path we choose with this knowledge.  Some of us choose to do nothing and fight within our mind as we do not take control because we do not believe there is anything else that lies inside of us.  This level of existence may take several more life times of the suffering that our planet has chosen for the path back to Some Greater.  Time is irrelevant in the unseen world.  The day will come when we will realize that we made this choice to suffer and do not have to take this path to connect with Something Greater.  Some of us have suffered long enough and now stand up for the connection to Something Greater through a different path.  Knowing that the Source of All Creation comes through the voice of love and knowing love is forgiveness, healing, strength, power and knowledge brings us to an understanding that we don’t have to suffer to find this connection.  Our planet recognizes pain and fear based thoughts first and have a strong connection to the energy source that goes along with such thoughts and emotions.  As we become more aware of the voice of love, we will realize that we do not have to be filled with suffering to find it.  There will come a day when we will wake up and question, “To suffer or not to suffer?”

 

 

 

The Playground

There are times in our life that we will find the need to stand up for our self in situations that we identify are wrong on our behalf.  As we become stronger and begin to walk with authority in our day, we will find that the way we use to allow others to treat us is no longer acceptable.  As we find the power of love in our life, we will begin to like our self and will want to be treated with respect by others.  With the voice of truth, we will begin to speak out when injustice is done to us. The thoughts in our head that bring us fear or confusion are not from the voice of love.  When we get a strong feeling or thought about something someone did to us and feel the need to vocalize our truth in the situation, we must first ask our self what our intensions are with this person.  Knowing there is a bigger picture that we cannot see helps us release any doubts of fears about what is happening and about speaking our truth. We must accept that no matter what we say to others, they have their own journey to travel and we do not have any control over what they think or feel in the situation.  What we have control over is how we feel and what we think about in situations that cause us fear or confusion.  As we learn that emotions such as anger, jealousy and hatred are fear based emotions, we can then identify these energy sources within our mind.  We may even feel as though we have no power over thoughts within our mind and lash out at others as a result.  We may reflect back later on what occurred and wonder how we even thought some of the things we said. The day will come when all thoughts will have a purpose for us and we will understand that we have control over what we think and how we feel about what happens to us.  As we become more aware of these thoughts, we will be able to separate them within our mind.  They will be able to be put into two categories; love or fear based thoughts.  Knowing that the voice of love brings power, strength, healing, forgiveness and knowledge, we will want to seek for this voice and cast aside the voice of fear that brings hatred, jealousy and anger. 

The days we cannot find the voice of love and we are consumed with fear base thoughts are the days when we must remember that we are part of Something Greater and the thoughts of fear are not .  Some of us take it one step further. As awareness grows, we begin to understand that thoughts come from the unseen world and we are the vessel.  We have control over which spirits we allow into our mind when we become aware of this ability.  We can call to these energy sources for more thoughts as we seek them.  Those of us who choose to explore these energy sources have found a whole new world on our planet.  Some of us are stuck in the fear base sources that cause a dark reality.  Some of us have chosen a path that leads to the magic of the day.  We find that the world is like a playground and when something complicates things for us, we must remind our self that there is a bigger picture at work that we just do not understand at this time.

The Voice of Love

We are all on different levels within our mind.  Depending upon the level of pain we allow inside of us determines how much fear we hold.  The more fear we have, the darker our reality becomes.  As we sit alone and listen we can hear the voice of fear and the voice of love telling us what to do.  As the fear prevails, it will seep into a sickness that will gradually cover our entire existence on the Earth.  Each of us planned the time period when we came to this planet.  Our ages, where we live and where we were born add up to the level of awareness we hold.  We have the potential to expand this level of consciousness at a great speed if we choose.  All the planets are aligning for the day when all will see what really lies inside.  There is a world right within our mind.  Some of us are beginning to feel different when we are talking to certain people.  Some of us will begin to hear the song that is just for us.  Then the day will come when we will feel like something is with us when we are alone at night.  That is the day when we will make the choice to learn more about what it is or push it aside to forget.  Because our planet is so unbalanced, the energies go back and forth with great power.  Some of us have killed because the voice of fear becomes so strong that there is no other thought that can enter.  We are at a time when we must go within our thoughts and figure out what all of it is about. The energies that speak to us have a life of their own.  It is up to us to only allow what we want from this unseen world.  Some of us have turned the fear into physical ailment with attempts to get rid of it.  We are the vessels for the spirit world.  They come through our thoughts and we have the freewill to allow them inside.  There are many spirits that can surround us at any given time.  The times we feel irritable and don’t know why may be the times an energy source is trying to enter into our space.  Some of us are beginning to understand how important our thoughts are and have found the voice of love that brings the spirits who want to help us.  This planet is watched by all the universe as we discover this world inside of us.

 There is lots of writing on different ways to bring certain spirits into our life.  We all will find our own way to the voice of love.  Some of us have lived many life times in attempts to awaken the part of us that remembers why we are here.  We planned the paths we will choose in attempts to bring all worlds together for this awakening.  The planning it took for the moment when we realize we are part of Something Greater is beyond our comprehension at this time.  Every moment of every day is one moment closer to this awakening.  Some of us have already reached a level where we see pieces of what the spirit world is about.  Some of us choose to take this knowledge and keep it for our self.  We have planned this time period because we are the chosen for this glorious occasion. We will all begin to remember as we notice the world speaking to us.  Did the dragonfly appear because we thought about it first? Then the thoughts will turn into signs that show up in our day.  These signs will tell us if we are on the right path to this awakening.  Those of us who feel there is no hope and do not want to live the way we are living will hear an echo in our mind that lets us know that we are not alone.  We will hear this voice of love speak to us inside.  The awareness is at its peak when we first wake up.  The voice that first enters our mind upon awakening will tell us who walks with us today.  With each time we look for love within our mind, little by little it changes parts of our day.  Once we see that what we think about comes into our life, we start to see that all the people who hurt us are just reflections of our self.  When we realize that there is a bigger picture that we don’t understand, we begin to search for more.  As we try to figure out how things appear in our life as we think them, a whole new awareness begins.  Listening to the voice of love brings us to a different view of what goes on inside our head.  Then as we figure out that it is this voice that guided us on this path we find that we changed our world from the inside out.

 

The Moment

The life we picture in our mind may not be what we have.  We will try to understand what all of it means.  As we reflect back on our life and compare it with today, we will see the innocents of yesterday.  There is pain in knowing that all we were is not at all what we are.  The innocence of what we thought to what we think today is gone.  What we use to think was all there was with hopes of more along the way. A time will come when we will see that each moment is its own.  Nothing from our past is present unless we let it come into our thoughts.  If we think of yesterday, that is what we relive until we let it go.  The voice of yesterday has already spoken.  The voice of today can make a change and look into the moment.  Who we live with in our head brings us today. We must take the moment and cherish what it is.  When we look at what we have we will see another world that brings us love.  We can choose to see the fear of what may happen because of yesterday or we can look for Something Greater that makes us notice the day.  We will find that as we talk to the voices in our head, they choose our reality that sees the love or the fear regardless of what others see.  We have a world within our self and it is up to us to make it something that is full of magic or full of pain.  I choose to look around my world for Something Greater that talks to me in the day and shows me how to find the magic in the moment.