Rock Bottom

The Flow of Change for the Soul

Chapter 57

 

**This chapter was written after I lived this process.....

 

How do you find love in a world that cannot be seen or touched? How do you find the faith to believe in Something Greater that leads into a life full of love? How can you believe that there is Something Greater than you, that there is a world that will guide your thoughts in all you say and do? The day you hit rock bottom and have nothing left inside is the day you will receive a gift called desperation that hides. It will not seem as though it is a gift until you realize that you cannot live within your thoughts without the help from something outside of yourself.  You will have to accept that this life you live cannot be a life you live all alone.

This is not a world that is meant to live within the darkness of you mind. You are not in this body to live all alone. You will have to reach the bottom of your thoughts to help you realize you cannot live alone within your mind any longer. The desperation comes when you are sick and tired of being sick and tired right inside your mind. The inability to hold all these dark thoughts will lead you to this time. Rock bottom comes when you cannot put another thought into your mind. This will be the day when you realize you have nothing left inside. As the realization comes that something has to change, you will have to reach outside of all the misery you hold.

The thoughts may come that you cannot tell others what you think, then someone will reach for you with a smile or a word and show you that they care. Something Greater comes to you through people in your life. As you speak the darkest thoughts to someone that you trust, you will feel relief inside as you empty out your mind. The more you speak to someone else, the more will be revealed. It is not as bad as how you thought inside your mind.

Something Greater crawls inside and shines a light for change. Something Greater releases you from the bondage of yourself. Rock bottom is the day you have nowhere else to go. Rock bottom is the day you surrender all the darkness that you hold. The gift of desperation comes so you can reach outside of yourself. This gift will help you see the life that was always there. It is a life that you could not see because you sat inside the darkness of your mind. Rock bottom is the way to find the love for yourself.

Rock bottom is the way to compare all the darkness that you hold to the light of love that shines because you sat inside the darkness. As you sit in the bottom of all the darkest thoughts you have, Something Greater shines the love through people, places and things. The hope will then shine into the place you call rock bottom. No one else can find this place except for you. No one else will know just how much pain you are in. This place is only for you to experience so you can find your way into the land where Something Greater wants to show you all the love. That will be the day you know that you hit rock bottom to receive the gift called desperation, so you could find Something Greater.

 

The Pain of Yesterday

The Flow of Change for the Soul

Chapter 47

 

As you grow in your awareness with the spirit that lies inside, have no regrets for who were as you being to find that you have done the best you can with who you use to be. The knowledge that you had no choices because you didn’t know what to do to bring the spirit out into who you are, will bring a peace for what you hold today. As you look into the past, only feel the love for who you are and all that have now become. Who you were makes who you are today. This feeling will take all the pain of yesterday and make it just fade away. All the past that seems so dark will then be viewed as the way to love the life that you have today. The spirit world will bring the compassion for who you use to be. The spirit world will pick you up and carry you through the pain of all that left you with the regrets because you did not know another way.

Even when you hurt the ones you love, you will find the spirit brings the peace as you breathe right where you sit. You cannot change what occurred. You can only take this time to make a better life. A newfound love will come to you as the spirit enters the mind. A newfound peace will be felt as the regrets become the way to love yourself today. All the anguish that you felt will turn into the love that you now have because of who you were. The dark thoughts will then feel the light that the spirit shines right into the mind.

Close your eyes and feel the world inside. The spirit will take the pain of yesterday and make it fade away. The spirit will take your sorrow and help you learn to live for this day. As you sit and hear the sounds, the heart will beat to remind you of who you are. The spirit comes to the body and the mind for the creation of all you hope to find. It starts inside the awareness right where you sit. There is a world that lies inside, it is a world that creates the breath you hold today. It trails into the body and the mind, it takes the pain and all the regrets of what you use to find and creates a world that is full of love.

Each new day will hold a set of rules. To find the love of who you are because of who you were will require action in your thoughts. You will have to shine the light from the spirit world into all the darkness that lives inside. It will take a look into all that have done to make the thoughts that come to you today. Once you shine the belief that you hold in Something Greater than you into the past of all that have done, the darkness will then see the love that comes from the spirit world. Once you clean the darkest thoughts out, you will find a world that shines for who are today. You will find that all the anguish of who you use to be will turn into the love that comes for a world you cannot see, All this love will take the pain of yesterday and turn it into the love for what is to come.

The Truth of Who You Are

Until you look outside of yourself, you will not understand why desperation is needed for the flow of change. If you are content with the way your life is at this moment, you have no need to seek outside of yourself to find that the bubble you are living in is filled with deceit to keep you from the truth of who you really are. From the moment you were born, you were told how to think and what to do in your life. As the bubble bursts, you are finding that everything you have been told in your life is a lie.

You have been in a cage and do not even realize it. How do you allow the truth inside the thoughts that what you see in front of you is not all there is to your world? How do you expand the thoughts that you do not have to work to pay bills, struggle through your days and then one day die? Can you find a part inside of you that knows the body does not have to die, that you can become anything you choose, and your world is what you create it to be? You do not have to continue living a life full of illusions.

There is a process that the mind, the body and the soul must go through to break free from the limitations of this third dimension. You are waking up to realize you have been trapped in this illusion for many life times. The flow of change for the soul is now and the process holds ten components that are broken down as follows:

1.    Desperation

2.    Humility

3.    Hope

4.    Faith

5.    Beliefs

6.    Morals

7.    Virtues

8.    Thoughts

9.    Intentions

10.  Knowledge

The desperation must be present first, so you will be open to the changes that must take place for all the other components to flow through you. Once the desperation is acknowledged, the humility must be felt to ensure that you do not implement your own will into the equation. You must be humbled to the knowledge that there is something outside of yourself that is beyond your comprehension. There is perfect order in the process that created this place you call home.

Once you have balanced the desperation with the humility and you have accepted that you are a part of Something Greater, the hope must be felt so you can look for clues to find this source for understanding.

As you begin to see coincidences in people, places and things during this search, a faith will emerge because of these verifications that occur. With each new clue that is found, this faith will turn into a belief that solidifies in your life. Once the belief is present, your morals will change and a knowing of things will occur. With morals that are made from your belief in Something Greater, you will want to share what you are learning, and the virtues will demonstrate how you are changing.

At this stage of development, your thoughts will be different, and they will merge with new intentions as you begin to want to serve others. The more you give to others, the more knowledge will come, and the process will start over for the next flow of change.

How do you even start this process you ask? The realization that the threads that have held the illusions you live in are unraveling will bring a discomfort inside as you pretend that all is well in your world. Maybe you will reach for more alcohol, more food, more gambling, more sex or more relationships to not feel the confusion that is rising inside of you. The day will come when nothing will ease the distress and you will be left with yourself. You may become physically, mentally or emotionally sick before you acknowledge that you just cannot live this way any longer.

Everyone must go through this process and will find the need for truth. You planned this time and will feel it radiate inside of you when still. The questions will become louder in your thoughts and a war will begin within yourself. Some of you will have thoughts of suicide or the desire to hurt others to deflect the misery within yourselves. This period will bring you to a crossroads emotionally and mentally. You can no longer run from yourself. Something Greater patiently waits for you to ask for assistance so the flow of change can begin and the truth of who you are can finally be known.

The Dream-State

The soul fuses with the spirit full of love, this connection will raise the frequency of the body and the mind. It is the responsibility of the consciousness that is housed in the body to bring forth more knowledge into the receptor called the mind. This is a challenge as the density of this dimension holds a very low frequency.

You are in this time to raise the vibrational levels to a love frequency to overpower the dark forces that are attempting to keep you in a fear-based level of thought. These forces need your fear to survive and send frequencies into your receptors to make you think they are your own thoughts.

Some people are hurting themselves and others. Some are killing others or themselves with these thoughts that they take as their own. It is a time of war within the receptor called the mind as prophesied throughout your history. The spiritual warfare is within and the tactics utilized by the dark forces are attacking the masses through weak-minded individuals by injecting harmful thoughts through waves within the air.

You will hear thoughts from these forces just as you hear thoughts from your guides and the benevolent ones that are hard at work to bring you above these dark currents that result in your suffering. If you are hearing thoughts that tell you that you are not worthy of love, that you should hurt yourself, that you should hurt someone else, that you have no purpose, that no one loves you, that you deserve to suffer or that you are alone, they are from the dark forces that are trying to feed off of your fear and suffering.

You do not have to suffer, and these types of thoughts are illusions. You are in a dream-state in this body and are living the process of how you have reached enlightenment. You have already won the war, it is time to stop fighting and seek for Something more. Wake-up to the knowledge that you are love and anything less is only illusions that are placed into this dream-state to keep you asleep, so you do not wake to who you really are.

Listen close and you will hear the higher part of love so clear. It echoes into the illusions you see and whispers of how you can finally be free. Some will see the angels above, some will see the spirit of love, some will look for a God on a throne, all will know in the heart where love is shown. The more you connect with the soul and the spirit, you will then be able to hear it. You may even see beings full of light or maybe a space ship will shine within your sight.

Are you dreaming as you ask, what to do, what is your task? How do you wake-up from this dream? When you don’t even know that it is a dream? Each time you look towards the open sky, notice the feel with love in the eyes. Keep this vibration for as long as you can, know that there is a bigger plan. This earth has been stuck in a dark current, this is the time to become observant. Wake from the dream-state and look for the love, you will then be seen from above.

The Gift of Desperation; Words from Something Greater

I watch with only love as you grow into the beauty of your own expressions of Me. Some days you are in total awareness of love and some days you hold the darkness that you are mixing into your own interpretation of what love is. Every day I Am with you to shine the inspirations as you go further into the darkness in search for something more. You feel the limitations that the human body places upon you and some of you cannot understand why you have a feeling of being trapped. You look out into the space in front of you and blame your world or Me for your struggles.

Some of you say that you are forced to be here and struggle within your minds and bodies as victims. Some of you feel My spark for inspirations and focus upon ways to gain as much from the earth that you can obtain. You gather as many things that you can hold for your own and see these objects as the ways to find out who you are inside. You become lost in the illusions of the darkness as you continue to seek outside of yourself for the fulfillment you need to go through your days in the human body.

When this does not give you the feelings of love you seek, some of you try substances, foods or even people to help you feel complete. You look for anything or anyone to help you feel better. When these attempts no longer work, and you realize you can no longer run from yourselves, I touch the part of you that connects the soul with My spark of love. I provide you with My faithful children who try to guide you towards your purpose of being in the human form.

My power that you call Grace provides you with a gift that is known as desperation. You cannot understand in all the confusion at the time you experience this emotion that it is a gift. You can only see the darkness when this occurs. You only see glimpses of My sparks that I shine upon you through the people, places and things that begin to speak to the parts inside of you to remind you of who you really are.

You feel broken inside and do not understand how the stranger that smiles or the bird that sings results in a feeling of hope within you. The questions of how these experiences can reflect a need inside of you begins to occur. Each time you question “How?” seeing something else starts to change your hope into a faith for Something Greater.

You then look from the feeling of desperation to the feeling of hope for Something Greater. You combine the two to give you a strength filled with faith. As you start looking for the experiences that you then call coincidences, the faith turns into the belief that Something Greater walks with you.

This time is like no other, I patiently wait for you to find Me inside the feeling of desperation. This seed germinates inside the heart that triggers other emotions to fertilize the soul for growth. The hope and faith bring forth the roots to help make a foundation for the soul. Be still and know I Am with you as you go through this process as planned.

You are mixing the light and darkness to create for Me in human form. Together we create out into the darkness forever more. You are like no other creations as you mix the mind, the body and the soul with the spirit for multidimensional worlds. The human form brings forth endless possibilities as you seek for ways to combine a yearning that you cannot yet explain with the power from My Grace that brings you knowledge of who you are becoming. I Am you and you are Me as we move out into the darkness to create the most beautiful of worlds.

It all starts within your desperation for Something Greater in your life. Close your eyes and breathe Me in as I spread My love throughout the body to awaken the soul that sits beside the heart. There will come a day when you will awaken to a knowing that your purpose is to create through freewill while in human form and it all starts in the gift of desperation.