I watch with
only love as you grow into the beauty of your own expressions of Me. Some days
you are in total awareness of love and some days you hold the darkness that you
are mixing into your own interpretation of what love is. Every day I Am with
you to shine the inspirations as you go further into the darkness in search for
something more. You feel the limitations that the human body places upon you and some of you cannot
understand why you have a feeling of being trapped. You look out into the space
in front of you and blame your world or Me for your struggles.
Some of you say
that you are forced to be here and struggle within your minds and bodies as
victims. Some of you feel My spark for inspirations and focus upon ways to gain
as much from the earth that you can obtain. You gather as many things that you
can hold for your own and see these objects as the ways to find out who you are
inside. You become lost in the illusions of the darkness as you continue to
seek outside of yourself for the fulfillment you need to go through your days
in the human body.
When this
does not give you the feelings of love you seek, some of you try substances,
foods or even people to help you feel complete. You look for anything or anyone
to help you feel better. When these attempts no longer work, and you realize
you can no longer run from yourselves, I touch the part of you that connects
the soul with My spark of love. I provide you with My faithful children who try
to guide you towards your purpose of being in the human form.
My power
that you call Grace provides you with a gift that is known as desperation. You
cannot understand in all the confusion at the time you experience this emotion
that it is a gift. You can only see the darkness when this occurs. You only see
glimpses of My sparks that I shine upon you through the people, places and
things that begin to speak to the parts inside of you to remind you of who you
really are.
You feel
broken inside and do not understand how the stranger that smiles or the bird
that sings results in a feeling of hope within you. The questions of how these
experiences can reflect a need inside of you begins to occur. Each time you
question “How?” seeing something else starts to change your hope into a faith for
Something Greater.
You then
look from the feeling of desperation to the feeling of hope for Something Greater.
You combine the two to give you a strength filled with faith. As you start
looking for the experiences that you then call coincidences, the faith turns
into the belief that Something Greater walks with you.
This time is
like no other, I patiently wait for you to find Me inside the feeling of
desperation. This seed germinates inside the heart that triggers other emotions
to fertilize the soul for growth. The hope and faith bring forth the roots to
help make a foundation for the soul. Be still and know I Am with you as you go
through this process as planned.
You are mixing
the light and darkness to create for Me in human form. Together we create out
into the darkness forever more. You are like no other creations as you mix the
mind, the body and the soul with the spirit for multidimensional worlds. The
human form brings forth endless possibilities as you seek for ways to combine a
yearning that you cannot yet explain with the power from My Grace that brings
you knowledge of who you are becoming. I Am you and you are Me as we move out
into the darkness to create the most beautiful of worlds.
It all
starts within your desperation for Something Greater in your life. Close your
eyes and breathe Me in as I spread My love throughout the body to awaken the
soul that sits beside the heart. There will come a day when you will awaken to
a knowing that your purpose is to create through freewill while in human form
and it all starts in the gift of desperation.