The Light of Truth in Physical Form

The light of truth came in physical form to show you the love and mercy so you can remember who you are. You had to see this event as the ultimate love to redeem your own fears. The barrier was broken through the sacrifice of the body because of your fears of what this Source means to you. When you understand that you need to forgive yourself for all the darkness you hold, the light of truth will shine forever more.

The knowledge of who you are in this body will have to be a gradual process as you attempt to understand it in a way that only you will be able to articulate. As your fears subside, you will accept this knowledge little by little. The knowledge comes from your Creator and depending upon which source you hold is what you will create in this dimension. If you are full of fear all the emotions that trail along with this source will enter your world. When you learn how to turn the fear-based thoughts into loving thoughts, your world will change and the source you get your knowledge from, or lack thereof, will change.

Knowing love is full of light brings forth many possibilities. Love makes things new as it brings forth healing. When you realize that love heals everything, your outside world changes as you seek for loving thoughts. If you are physically sick, you will gradually see changes in your appearance with each time you are able to hold on to a positive thought. It will take great effort on your behalf at the beginning of this stage as you seek for this connection. You will have to start with one thing to be grateful for that you can focus on to bring forth loving thoughts. Some people start with a prayer or by just looking at the foot in front of them to remind them that they only have the moment. Everyone will obtain the feeling of love differently. As you go through this process, remind yourself that the spirit lies within the moment and the past events or the future events have no meaning during this stage of development. The moment will connect you with gratitude for being here and with this feeling, love will not be far behind. The more love you obtain, the more changes you will see in your outside world.

When you experience the feeling of love, this is a sign that you have connected all the components that can activate knowledge from the Source of All Creation. As the mind, the body and the spirit connect, more knowledge will come from the process that grace brings. Healing will occur as the laws of the universe work for the promises that love brings.

Seeking the Spirit World for Answers

***The following entry is something I wrote dated 12-6-13. I was getting ready to go to bed tonight and felt compelled to go through numerous handwritten books I have collected through the years without understanding what I was looking for. This entry has drawings of the celestial spheres I refer to and there are many more pages that I am not adding to this entry. I am certain that the spirit will lead those to this entry that it is meant for***

The spirit world can be viewed as layers that surround you and go through you like the wind that blows through the trees. Each layer has its own current of energy which represents its own level of entities. The Source of All Creation created 9 levels of celestial beings that are broken into three spheres. The higher the sphere, the closer you get to this Source. Each level carries out creations as ordered by the Source. All levels are important just as the plants are vital to the earth’s survival. You are created to tap into any one of these levels based upon what you believe. You can move through each level like water as you swim through the ocean.

As you get more comfortable with asking for help from all the levels that the Source of All Creation made, you will begin to realize that the spirit world communicates with you through your thoughts to bring you knowledge. The more knowledge you seek, the more you will receive. When you question your sanity, you must keep your faith and accept that you are given this knowledge to utilize in your spiritual journey back to greatness. You can choose to expand on your knowledge or you can choose to do nothing. Your relationship with your higher power is for you to create whatever you want in your life.

If you give all your struggles to your higher power, you will obtain the knowledge of what to do to solve your problems. As you keep pushing all your worries towards your higher power for answers, you will wake up one day with solutions. The clarity will come like the fog that lifts from the trees to shine the sunlight on your day. The goal is to utilize all the levels of existence in your life. Your faith in this knowledge will reflect in all that surrounds you in your life.

Questions to ask yourself:

1.    Are you allowing others to hurt you or make you feel as though you do not matter?

2.    Do you try to tell others what they should think or how they should feel?

3.    Do you give to others without the expectation of something in return?

4.    Do you not give to others with the feeling that they are not good enough to help?

5.    Do you surround yourself with others that are weaker than you or stronger than you?

6.    Do you look back in your life and see relationships that you have caused pain in, yet you never made amends?

 

How To Manifest Thoughts In The Matrix

As you remember the reasons for the body, you will gain understanding rapidly. The spirit will consume the body at this stage of development and you will feel it like a blanket at times. The mind will be hard at work with attempts to analyze what is occurring, but no logic is possible. There are no words to explain this process as you try to grasp how a vision of someone talking to you begins to be seen in your thoughts. The glow around people will become defined and smells will dominate your surroundings. You will discover that the smells will be wrapped around a knowing of things within the locations you are in just like the dog knows the scents of where others have walked.

The thoughts will move quickly into physical matter as your awareness of this process heightens. You will see, yet not see, all the particles that form the matter surrounding you. When looking towards the sky, theses particles will dance with the anticipation in the sunlight to form thoughts at your command. You are now aware that you are the creator in this body yet still must remind yourself to be disciplined with the rules.

The intentions must be at the forefront of your thoughts and the humility must cover the body. With no confusion as you move forward with clarity, you will need to visualize that the spirit is the orchestra of all that comes into physical form. Staying present with this knowledge and knowing this process manifests your thoughts, you will have to direct your thoughts accordingly. Ensure that the emotions are in check and are balanced with the thoughts as you bring the spirit into this dimension. The mind and body are needed for the spirit to create and the soul must fuse with the spirit for creation.

Once the soul and the spirit intertwine and the intensions blend with humility, the balanced emotions will mix with the thoughts to bring forth creation. The spirit directs this process through the mind and body. All combine to mix the thoughts into physical form. People you think about will begin to appear soon after the thought. Solutions to problems will manifest to make room for only loving thoughts and will be seen as miracles. The feeling behind the feeling will bubble to the surface to clean out the body of any confusion that may be buried for lifetimes.

The inside will begin to match the outside view. Even the global view will look different. The compassion will be understood as you look towards the confusion the masses hold. The spirit that is now fused with your soul will shine into this confusion to bring forth the healing for this planet through you. The thoughts will connect on a global scale and you will silently rewire the threads within the grid work of this planet. You will see, yet not see, this process at work as you fuse the sunlight of the spirit into the web of all thoughts to change the core components within the matrix of this planet.

You will then rise above the body consciously and connect with those who are hard at work behind the scenes. The ascended masters lie within this level of awareness and they will be guiding your body as all attempt to repair the damage that the dark forces have caused the earth and those who love it so. The spirit shines into this dimension and reflects the war in this unseen world. As you seek answers, this reflection will be seen inside the hologram your current conscious state of existence is housed in.

You will feel it growing and the confinements will seem suffocating as you stretch the boundaries of your current belief system. You reach further and further into the unknown to find that with each answer you receive, more questions arise. You must accept the limitations yet strive to exceed them as much as possible. Playing the game in the matrix means you must learn to observe and play a role at the same time. The observer is detached yet learning how to use the game to bring forth the new thoughts into reality for the benefits of all. The player must surrender to the observer to perform the tasks necessary to bring forth the manifestation of the new world to benefit all.

When totally consumed as the player, you will have periods where you will forget the observer is there watching to learn and is there planning the player’s next move. The prize is the new world and as you learn how to play this game, your efforts will become part of your everyday routine and you will not even find them as difficult to perform in time. There will come a day when you will awaken to find that this life is a game for your spiritual growth on your journey back to Something Greater.

The Walls of Darkness Are Breaking

As the information pours into the mind, the body will have to cipher through what can be held and what needs to be placed within the energy sources outside of the body. As you become consciously aware of this process, it will take effort to understand these experiences. You will have to live this process. It is not something that you can say you understand until you live it. All you obtain will have to go into different storage units within the body, so the information can be experienced.

If it is too much for the body, the information will be properly placed within the units outside of the body until the body is ready to hold the information for the needed experiences. When you become aware of the patterns that you are experiencing, you are ready for more information. These storage unit are called the chakras.

They connect you to the universe and ultimately to the Source of All Creation. Your level of understanding in this process will determine how much you accept into the body at any given time. Events will unfold as you need the information and you will be placed into higher positions of authority pending how much humility you maintain.

Staying with the understanding that you are allowing this process to work through you is vital for the spiritual growth. When you find yourself with thoughts that you are the reason for this information, it will be important to become humbled with the knowledge that the body is the vessel and the spirit can choose your body or not.

Your willingness and your open mind will make your body appealing for this process. All will become aware of this ability but not all will choose to allow the spirit to enter this level of understanding. The masses choose to believe that the spirit lies outside of the body and that their God is separate from them. Only a few yearn to grasp the awareness that the spirit is YOU and the universe is using the body for further creation.

With each experience you encounter through the day, you walk with this level of energy that spreads through all people, places and things you encounter. The light may pierce those that lie in the darkness and they may react through anger or fear when they try to even look at you. They may not even be capable of seeing you at all. With discernment, you will have the knowing of why this is occurring. You will respond through compassion. As you break out of the patterns you connect with consciously in your every day life, time will become irrelevant. You will begin to see this dimension from a higher level of understanding. Those you love will be as ONE with you and those that surround the outside view will be seen with the need to shine this newfound light of knowledge into the darkness of this land.

You will see the truth of what is occurring on a global scale and the masses will be viewed from this level of understanding. The darkness will be hiding but you will see in the corners and as you gain understanding of this process, you will then anxiously wait for what is coming. You will hold the knowing that the walls within this unknown darkness are breaking. You will see the vision of what is coming like the dam that bursts at the foundation for all the darkness to pour out into the light for change. The time is irrelevant, but the events are certain. The earth is shining the light into the dark corners and breaking the walls for the sunlight of the spirit to make the changes needed for the new world.

Do you want to know the events to come? Do you want to see the visions of the chaos that must occur, so the spirit can go through the debris like the aftermath of a hurricane to shine the light of knowledge for everyone’s spiritual growth whether they are ready or not? Time is irrelevant in this process as the spirit does not know your time. The walls of darkness are breaking, and the time is NOW.

The Begining

I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.
I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.
I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.