Chapter 25
*The Flow of Change for the Soul
It is time to take control of the thoughts you hold. It is
time to understand what lies inside your mind. There is a battle in your
thoughts and all that you believe. You try to take the moment to find some
peace inside. No matter what you do, the peace seems so far away. Every time
you find a thought that quiets the anguish that you hold, the part that says
you are no good tortures the peace you find. The little voice that says you do
not matter seeps into your mind. The force of anger and all it brings will make
you fear the world.
You will question who you are and why you are here. As you
look around the place right where you stand, the air will change inside you as
you breathe it in. The world of anger will bring you to a place that makes you
feel alone. It will make you want to hide and keep all your thoughts inside. If
you look inside the world right inside your head, you will find a place of
peace that will say hello. It will come to you every time you feel alone. It
will make you see that your thoughts are true. It will change your thoughts and
all that you believe. This place will call to you inside the thoughts that make
you feel alone. This place will shine with gratitude that comes inside the air.
The gratitude will seep inside and shine the love for you.
It will not be seen by anyone but you. The more alone you
feel, the more you will hear. It will make you crazy as you try to figure it
all out. You will want to say that it’s not there. It will cause a feeling of
desperation as you try to hide. The day will come when you will not have
anywhere to hide. The day will come when you will surrender because of who you
are.
All the anger and anguish that you hold will sit inside the
place that will bring you peace. The fear will swirl around inside. It will
take the place of peace and turn it into a storm within your thoughts. All the
rain will come to you and make you feel like you are drowning. You will stand
inside your thoughts that make you feel alone. As you surrender to these
thoughts the gratitude will come. The gratitude will cover you until the rain
stops. It will bring the feeling of love that will then be seen. You will see
that all you are is because of where you have been. With the feeling of
acceptance right where you stand, the gratitude will take the place of anger
that you hold. It will bring another thought that maybe you are here to find
the place of peace because of where you have been. That will be the day you
accept right where you stand. You would never have found this place of peace
within your thoughts unless you felt all the anguish that brought you to this
time. The place of peace will come to you when you are at your worst.