Who I Am

It does not matter what others think about who I Am. It matters what only you think of who I Am. The only way to find Me is to love thy self. There is where I Am found in everything you ever felt.  I Am not found inside your worries or in the fears you hold. I Am not in the words that can sound so cold. I Am in the sound of stillness, listen to hear the call. Once you connect with My sound, you will see Me in the whole of All. It starts inside the beating of your heart and then moves into the eyes. The sound will follow out into the trees and then into the sky. All will change within the blink of an eye.

Your connection to who I Am will be determined by what you see. The awareness starts inside of you for all that you can be. My presence is determined by what you think and by what you do. I will reach into your heart and make your body feel new. I will move into the mind as you seek to find, the world where all your hopes and dreams let Me crawl inside. The more you seek for who I Am, the more will be revealed. The more of Me that you find the more you will feel healed. The space that surrounds where you stand will then become so thick. The light above you will shine right where you sit. The heat will spread through the body as you begin to sense My presence. You will see everything glow as your world turns into heaven.

A knowing will come as the shift occurs that you are not alone. You will get a verification in everything that is shown. No matter where you go or what you then do, I will surround you with My love and make your whole world new. Others will sense My presence as it shines through you. They will not understand the feeling that will then be in the view. You will speak for Me to bring others clues to who I Am. You will feel the heat that My presence will bring. It will feel like sitting in the sun as the birds sing.

All will respond to My power just like the trees and flowers. All will grow into the knowing that I Am the power. I mix your darkness into My love that shines with all the light. You grow into the most beautiful of creations that will someday glow so bright. Your conscious contact with My presence will bring the knowing to you. The planets align to bring My love through all that you then do.

Sit within the power of the moment and My grace will flow. When you consciously connect with Me, you will then know, I Am found inside everything that makes you who you are. How much of Me that you hold will determine if you shine like a star. All you see and think about will hold the clues. Some days you will think that you know who I Am and everything will look new. Other days as you worry, I will not be found. Your belief in who I Am will even be in the sounds. You will have to think about who I Am and there is where I Am found.

All creations in this realm answer to My call. I come to those who are sick and suffering and pick them up when they fall. When you feel the presence of love, you will connect with All. Who I Am is determined by the Whole of All. At first, I may be a hand that a stranger offers for help. Then I may be seen in the mirror as you look at yourself. I may look like the sun that helps the flowers grow. I may be in the force where the wind blows. No matter how you try to find Me, All go back to ONE. Look for all the clues through people, places and things and try to have some fun.

 

 

Living Between Two Worlds

To come into the awareness of a world that cannot be seen is like living in two worlds and you are in between. Everything will echo as you walk through the day. You will become aware of sensations that seem to swirl just outside of what you can say. The intensity of your view will bring the light onto certain objects that will cause everything else to seem shaded. It will seem as though you are looking through a tunnel as everything becomes faded. At times the effect will bring clarity as you seem to swirl around with an awareness that cannot be articulated. You will even feel light-headed or even dizzy as you sense the change where nothing is formulated.

In crowds of people the echo will be heard, as you try to focus on all the spoken words. You will feel as though you are floating just above the room as you watch every one and no one has a clue. You know you are different as the sparkles of light shine around the edges of the people in delight. Your skin will feel a change even in the air and you will smell an aroma that is not really there. You will begin to find the peace within your mind as you sense the effect the two worlds help you find. It may start as you listen to the whispers in your head that tells you the spirit is mixing into what you just said.

You will sense a change as the temperature rises, then the chills will come as the senses bring you prizes. Did you feel a touch that stroked the top of your head? Did you see a shadow within the corner that spreads? Then the love will come as the spirit blends inside. The more you are in the moment, the two worlds collide. You will find the clues within the people, places and things. You will search for more within everything. The wind will speak inside the trees. You will find a love that brings you to your knees. You may reach a level within the feelings you have that will pull your body towards the ground and the mind towards the sky. You may even feel the urge to want to fly. This feeling will make you want to reach for the air as the spirit seems to mix inside the wind in your hair. That will be the day the memories will come that you are in this dark land to activate a change within the heart and the mind. The two worlds you seem to be inside will echo the question of “Why?”. Why do you have to be in two worlds where one does not recognize that the other is real?

Your daily life will become the clues as you walk in both worlds and question all that you do. Your life will hold new meaning as you even see, the darkness as a clue into all that you say and do. The sounds and the sights will make the two worlds seem like a playground inside your mind. As the everyday world you live is on one end of your thoughts and the spirit world is on the other, you will float in the center anticipating the day when both worlds will meet. You will try to stay centered and just look at your feet.

Then the day knowledge will pour straight into your thoughts. One world is like a dream as you know there is more. You may even find an answer behind a word that is spoken by someone who opens up a door. Your body will tire of the feelings you hold as the mind cannot comprehend what is being told. You will know that the spirit lies around the edges of your everyday life. It will feel as though it keeps you enclosed as you search for the center of the web you now see just as a spider crawls towards your feet.

Living between two worlds will make you become aware of all you see and do. The knowledge pours into your thoughts, you will begin to understand that this life is just a reflection of a bigger plan. Your thoughts will travel through this life into the spirit world. You then connect to Something Greater as your thoughts swirl. A piece of all that is will lie in the spirit world. The world your body holds has been foretold. You will travel back and forth between the two worlds. You will begin to remember what has always been told. The spirit projects inside of you and out into the whole of all. You are here to bring the world together for the creation of all.

Living between two worlds makes it difficult to stay focused in your day. The rays of the will make you want to play. The colors will sparkle and glow from above as you experience nothing but pure love. You will see behind the people that come into your day. You will hear the spirits in all that they do and say. You will want to shine the spirit out into this dark land for those who do not understand. With one foot in the spirit and one foot on the ground, you will be the change within every sound. You will then understand that you are the bridge between the physical world and the spiritual world as you live between two worlds.

Prayer

Chapter 26

As your awareness grows, you will have periods where it will feel as though you are going nowhere. You may not even feel anything and the feeling of emptiness will occur. Your thoughts will tell you that there is Something Greater yet you will not feel anything inside. The mixture you hold on these days will bring questions of why you cannot feel a connection to the Source of All Creation. The thoughts that you are not worthy will seep into the mix. Prayer is needed every day and when you do not feel worthy are the times you must vocalize what you are thinking. Prayer will be your connection and your words will mix into the air as you speak. Your faith in this process will bring forth your true intentions. You will need to take the prayers that you speak and internalize the words to light the fire in your soul. Visualizing this process will help you when you feel empty inside.

If you say the prayer over and over with continuous praying, the words will seep into your heart that will light the fire in your soul. The fire in your soul will ignite all the components that will bring forth the connection to Something Greater.

The words you speak in the prayer are vital to this process. You will need to understand and believe what you are saying in the prayer as you visualize the words going straight to your heart.              

If you consciously understand the words, they will impact the soul so the process for a connection to Something Greater can began. The gift all humans have is the conscious awareness of what they speak. If you cannot speak or you cannot hear, your thoughts hold the meaning behind your unspoken words that will go straight to your heart. Your intentions will bring forth the energy as the thoughts, words or unspoken words of your prayer go straight to your heart. The heart is the messenger to the entire body. What you hold in your blood brings forth the feelings. The feelings ignite the soul. If your heart is full of sadness, your body will eventually become slow with very little energy. If you feel angry, the heart will begin to beat faster with great force. If you feel love, your heart will beat steady or almost feel as though it will flutter. Your feelings will go straight to your thoughts. The feelings will blend with the soul that ignites all 10 components and will bring forth the energy from the Source of All Creation.

Depending upon the level of fear you hold will determine the amount of the connection you have with Something Greater. The amount of fear-based feelings will blend with the mixture of the amount of the connection to Something Greater you hold at any given time. It will be your responsibility to maintain the connection within your body and mind. The spirit will flow into you as you maintain the components within yourself. You will pull this source into the space around you to give off a glow that some of you can see and call auras.

Your colors shine in the space around you that even if it cannot be seen, it will be felt by others. They will respond to this field of energy that you project outward regardless of what you may say and do during your time with them. As you gain knowledge of this process, you will learn how to manipulate the responses others will have during their time with you. If you put forth the spirit of love, the entire space around you will react accordingly. The laws of the universe ensure that this energy is carried out as there is perfect order in this process. The Source of All Creation created the laws that are received though out history. The amount of love you project must carry out as it is the emotion for creation.  Any darkness will shine into the love and as the light shines into the darkness so all can see, so shall your loving feelings that bring forth the spirit of love that blends with your thoughts to project out to your world.

The Fall

*I woke up one morning with an intense feeling and a knowing that I was to write for my God. This is a story that was channeled as a result. It took a total of two days with 30 minutes at each sitting. If I had more time, I think I could write all day, every day. I was told to read it for my YouTube channel so I attached it at the bottom. It is something to ponder for those who can view this reality from the darkness and light perspective. I hope you can find something in the story to connect with....

 

I remember the feeling of being ONE with creation. The fall was not something that was feared. It was full of excitement and wonder as I wanted to experience on My own. Just like the child who grows up to move out on his or her own, so did I. As I expanded to make My own worlds, the consistency of the energy began to change. I moved into the darkness to shine the light for creation and saw beauty form from nothing. Each time I became involved in creating, I would seek darker and denser space to form the beauty.

I always felt connected to creation and the feeling of ONENESS. I would fly through the voids and sprinkle the light of consciousness for creation.  Further and further I would go with the feeling of pure love as I spread this feeling out into the void of nothingness. I became restless with this process and wanted something more. I grew tired of the light alone and wanted a form to experience. At first, it was smoky as I blended the balance of light and darkness.

As I saw this new-found beauty, I splashed forms of light with more of My consciousness inside each one I created. I found Myself in each one and each one began to evolve into their own understanding of creation based upon how much awareness they held of Me.  I found this to be good and flew through the void creating smaller and smaller forms of My consciousness. I was a part of each one.

I sensed all forming into their own expression of ONENESS and this was good. There were no boundaries, and all had the freedom to balance the darkness of the void and the lightness of consciousness to create however they chose. Each time the consistency was mixed together, a new form of consciousness was made. I became the observer as new worlds began to form out of My conscious state of existence into the void of darkness. 

Each level that formed came through Me and back to ONENESS. The forms became more defined and separated into their own expressions of ONENESS. My presence connected these creations to ALL as I was found in each one. I knew that the darkness would cause the illusion of being separate and would give the feeling of loneliness. I would walk with each creation inside the part that provided the spark for creation. I carried many through the darkness until they could find the spark for themselves to create further into the void.

My first forms of creation began to question the darkness and how this substance changed the interpretation of ONENESS. I observed the struggle between the light and dark in each creation I formed. Each expressed this balance differently. I knew what was to come as the parent knows the outcomes of their children’s choices before they make them. I watched as the struggle for what was called love emerged inside each form I created.

The darkness caused a fear that formed from the feeling of loneliness. The fear of not being loved confused My first forms of love and I knew the fall was necessary so they could find the love of ONENESS. These entities are called by many names. I call them My children. They held My spark for creation and some of My children became confused in the illusions that formed with the darkness. I knew that they needed to go out into this darkness just as I did, to create for themselves.

Only a few of My children wanted something more and those that did not agree with these choices became angered. This was a new source of energy for My children as We only experienced love until this occurred. I knew it was a period of growth like none before. My first creation was filled with a beauty that formed a darkness that confused love. My first child shined as bright as a morning star that you see today and fought for a power that was never to be found. Some of you call this creation Lucifer.

I observed a battle as I saw what was to come and knew true love would emerge from this struggle. My children who had taken their forms and created only love could not understand Lucifer’s confusion. I knew many new worlds would be created as Lucifer gravitated towards one of My realms that you now call the Milky Way. This area complimented the darkness inside of Lucifer and all that followed into this realm. Creations in this realm held My spark and formed into their own expressions of love. I knew that Lucifer would mix a darkness in this realm to cause a denser level of the light and darkness held within ALL that were there.

I knew what was to come for the ultimate mixture of true love for ONENESS that would be experienced after all the darkness blended into the light of love. I observed the loneliness that was spun out of Lucifer’s illusions of power and the creation of death caused more fear. Many fell asleep with My spark of creation and became stuck in this illusion. The fall became the way to wake My children up to the true love of ONENESS. The darkness became the process for My children to find their way home through My spark of creation that gave them love. Time was irrelevant as I watched My children struggle to find their ways back to Me.

Out of all My creations there was one form like no other. Many worlds were wrapped in this form called human. This creation held the capability to make multidimensional worlds. I chose an area on the outer cusp of all My light. I wanted this creation to expand out into the void of darkness to use their freewill to go further with My light. Some of My first children, including Lucifer, took confusion and focused all anger onto the human form. This was Lucifer’s way to create the illusion of being the creator. Because of this, I created rules that you now call Universal Laws.

I knew what was to come and had to set the boundaries to prepare for the awakening from the illusions that the void of darkness had placed upon these children. I directed My first faithful children to assist and protect the humans. They were to ensure that Lucifer and those that followed into the darkness with anger abided by the Universal Laws.

The confusion that Lucifer was in resulted in a new form of darkness as the knowledge of the Universal Laws was broken. This is now called evil. I watched patiently as the evil held a new form of consciousness like none before. Lucifer took the fear of not being loved into new forms of creation called demons and devils and spun a new overseer of these entities called Satan.

Just as I created out of love, Lucifer began to create out of evil though Satan. The illusions became many and the rule over the realm I put humans in for creation through freewill became Lucifer’s focus. Those that followed Lucifer’s plan were deceived and did not understand what evil was creating. Some sat in a pit of pure torture that they created for themselves out of Lucifer’s illusions. They were under a spell of fear.

With each one that I or My children of love would touch through a power I created that is now called Grace, they would awaken to the beauty of what they really are. Lucifer formed a shield around the human’s home you now call earth for total control. The control over humans was accomplish through Lucifer’s illusions. Demons and devils then began to possess humans and would take over the human form. The struggles that occurred with My first children then played out in the denser worlds. The darkness was over shadowing My light as necessary. I knew that My children who were lost in the darkness had to experience this to find the true love of ONENESS.

I created the darkest period right before the sun rose on earth to remind humans of what was occurring inside of them. My lost children continued to look out into the dense space that surrounded them for answers while Lucifer created stronger forms of darkness that kept them in fear. They were told that I was not behind creation and with each fearful thought they accepted, this became their realities. They had fallen so far into this dense space that they had forgotten the answers were always inside of them through My spark of love that connected them to the creation of ALL.

They could no longer find their own sparks for creation and followed Lucifer’s illusions. They could no longer see the beauty that can form from the darkness and became afraid to look at what beauty can form from the void. Lucifer gave Satan full reign over earth to twist the darkness into an evil like none before.

My faithful children wanted earth to be destroyed to spare any that held My spark of creation from the evil that Satan inflected. I knew that My children would not be lost forever as some take longer than others to blend the darkness into their own beauty. I gave each human freewill to create in any form they chose, and I knew with My spark that the light would shine through all the illusions at the set time. I already knew the outcome of the fall and I would touch each of My lost children with My Grace to bring them the knowledge needed for their next level of awareness as planned. 

Lucifer chose the darkness with full knowledge of the consequences. Humans did not hold the truth of who they are because of the evil Lucifer allowed Satan to create on earth. This evil force knew from the beginning what the end would be as I provided the Universal Laws to all My creations. Each of Lucifer’s creations did not have My spark of love, they only held anger and hatred that was focused upon humans. Their jealously over never being a part of love created an evil that will ultimately destroy itself to start over again.

My laws hold the outcome for Lucifer and the lost followers. The light always outshines the darkness where no shadows can hide. The fall allows ALL to learn how the light works inside of them. My youngest of creations learn in many forms how to turn My spark into the most beautiful of worlds. The human form teaches one how to combine the darkness and the light through freewill for never-ending creation. The possibilities are endless as I assist those seeking to evolve into total awareness.

Once the process in all forms is complete, there will only be the light of pure love through freewill. We all go back to ONE and then back out into the void forever move. The fall is not to be feared but to be embraced for evolution into total awareness. Through each experience, more knowledge is obtained as the mixture of My forms bring forth more of Me. One day the fall will separate the darkness into the void forever more as those of the light become aware that we are all ONE.

 

The Purpose

Chapter 1

This book is to help prepare the ones who believe in Something Greater.  As the masses build into the two groups of love and destruction, the two groups will explode into the war of all history. It will build in the individual thoughts that will separate even the mother from her child. The anguish that the masses are experiencing will permeate into everyone’s thoughts as planned. It is important to remember that you planned this time to experience this occasion.  As you process this knowledge, look into your eyes so you can say it to yourself. These words written will one day be your saving grace for the masses that play this planned event out. As the thought of this seeps into your mind, remember you have this book in your hands for a reason. From the beginning the thoughts have been building to this time period as it will always be: 

These words are used to activate the warrior inside of you on your quest for Greatness. Each of you came here to give this time period the part of Greatness you hold. Do not look into the world until you understand what you hold. If you go within yourself to see who you are, it will trail all the way back to the beginning thought. Once you grasp onto this task, the knowledge will seep into your mind so you can understand what is to happen next. Do not look for others to provide your answers. They may be trying to do the same thing. The planets are aligning to bring to you the energy that you need to get the answers you seek. You feel it now yet look away in hopes that it will not show up another day. You will one day be forced to reach inside your desperation to find this Source of All Knowing. Those who are in this desperation will open the part inside of them that will pour so much knowledge in that they must compose their selves so others do not think they have stepped into insanity.

Those of you who think you are mentally ill have become confused with what this gift means to you. You will feel it stir with these words. At first you will become annoyed and say that you cannot allow such thoughts to enter your mind. Then you will question if the writer has stepped into insanity. The belief in Something Greater will make you want to search, regardless of how absurd it all may sound.

As more is viewed in the masses, it will come to you as the sorrow emerges. The sorrow will become so great that only looking within will keep you from self-destruction. The heartache will be excessive until you see the greater good of the experiences you are having in this time. Those who have been oppressed from generation to generation will transform their desperation that will bring forth the knowledge that you are standing right here to receive the Grace that is bestowed upon you if you so choose. These words activate the question if it is possible and then the reality will emerge that there is a purpose to all this. The flood gates will open in your thoughts and a presence will emerge all around you. The relationship will seem unreal at first and as acceptance emerges because you have nothing else, the flow of change will occur. The greater good of your desperation will show you that you experienced it from the beginning to know the difference. It was always supposed to be this way and until you accept this knowledge, you will not be able to move forward. You came here to find your true purpose.

Some of you are becoming physically sick because you are unable to connect to this knowledge that comes from an unseen world. Your fear blocks you as you listen to those around you that tell you how you should direct your thoughts. The turmoil will come as you attempt to find meaning in this new-found information that may go against all the core beliefs you have been taught throughout your life time. Those who do not believe in anything other than what they have been taught will have a difficult time allowing new ideas to seep inside their minds.

The thoughts will begin to manifest as the masses prepare for this battle and as each individual thought confirms that this war is going to happen. No one knows when this will occur as all anticipate what has been promised from the beginning. You will gradually come into awareness of this period like the wind that blows onto your face. You will be given tasks that you will not understand and you will argue with yourself as you attempt to interpret the messages that will come. The signs and wonders will be for your interpretation as the God of your understanding begins to reveal what lies behind the veil.

You will at first think that these thoughts are a test to see if you are worthy of such a responsibility. Love will pour into you with the knowledge that you were only gaining the awareness you were always loved. You were only bringing this information out into your reality through each thought that gives you a new understanding of why you are here.

You will be given the understanding of your mission when you are consciously ready. You will be given your responsibilities as the masses prepare for this battle that starts inside of you. People will be placed in your path for clues as to what you are to prepare for next. The unseen world will begin to permeate the corners of your mind and then you will begin to see sights before you that no one else will see. You will begin to recognize this world within the shadows of the light and all will begin to sparkle in the corners of you eye-sight. A feeling will come over you that a presence is above the room and all the sounds will become faint. The more you allow the thoughts that something is there, the more you will see. The feeling of peace will consume you as you begin to realize this world is speaking to you alone.

The uncertainty of who you are will come from the inability to maintain a conscious flow within your thoughts that there is Something Greater. It will take a conscious effort each day to keep the awareness of this world in the forefront of your mind. During this phase of development, you will need to carry something to remind you of the faith in this unseen world. Some people carry crosses or stars for example. Your words will be of the upmost importance when interacting with others. You are held responsible for your words and your intentions will be the force behind the words that will impact the experiences that will come forth into your reality.

Intentions = Thoughts=Words=Reality

Your intentions create your thoughts that create your words. Above your intentions lie the essence from all your past. Your knowledge is limited until the day you connect with the thought that there is Something Greater. This period of development will be determined by the intentions you hold. You will need to know what your intentions are as you seek for the meaning from this Source of All Creation.

The information will be bestowed upon you through a process some of you may call Grace. With loving intentions, the awareness will swirl around you to sprinkle more into your intentions. The process continues as you take your intentions out into your thoughts that create your words which become your reality.

When enough thoughts unite and the realization that there are no barriers to the God of your understanding occurs, the belief in this force will spread across the land. This will bring forth the freewill that all hold for the separation that is gradually dividing everyone into two groups. Some of those that you love will become dark to you and your world will change in the blink of an eye with the knowledge that you were supposed to experience this anguish as you connect to higher reality. That is the day you will realize you are not of this world and this body will feel lighter. The outside world will be the same but you will understand that all is different. Your flow of energy inside will be forever changed. You will be drawn to people, places and things that will make you aware of what you are supposed to do with this information. You will realize that your entire existence was to prepare you for this day. The past of all lives lived will become one linear existence. You will go back to the beginning and you will remember a time without this body and then it will all connect inside. Your mission will be revealed to you at that time.

As you conclude that you choose to be here for this experience, many questions will arise. Do not allow doubting thoughts to enter as you learn how to control your mind. This process will become tiresome and there will be times that you will think you crossed over into insanity as those around you separate inside of who you thought they were in your mind. You must make a conscious effort to put barriers around the thoughts that cause you to doubt your abilities. As you take your intentions out into action, you will begin to see your reality change. The colors will change and wonders will occur. You will begin to feel strength emerge inside you with no questions of what you are to do. Some of you will carry your Greatness in words, in music, in a smile or in a painting. Your tasks will change as these worlds collide.

The day will come when you will see this unseen world that was always right in front of your eyes. The key lies inside of you as you begin to look at the world from a paradigm and as you get control of your thoughts.