How To Manifest Thoughts In The Matrix

As you remember the reasons for the body, you will gain understanding rapidly. The spirit will consume the body at this stage of development and you will feel it like a blanket at times. The mind will be hard at work with attempts to analyze what is occurring, but no logic is possible. There are no words to explain this process as you try to grasp how a vision of someone talking to you begins to be seen in your thoughts. The glow around people will become defined and smells will dominate your surroundings. You will discover that the smells will be wrapped around a knowing of things within the locations you are in just like the dog knows the scents of where others have walked.

The thoughts will move quickly into physical matter as your awareness of this process heightens. You will see, yet not see, all the particles that form the matter surrounding you. When looking towards the sky, theses particles will dance with the anticipation in the sunlight to form thoughts at your command. You are now aware that you are the creator in this body yet still must remind yourself to be disciplined with the rules.

The intentions must be at the forefront of your thoughts and the humility must cover the body. With no confusion as you move forward with clarity, you will need to visualize that the spirit is the orchestra of all that comes into physical form. Staying present with this knowledge and knowing this process manifests your thoughts, you will have to direct your thoughts accordingly. Ensure that the emotions are in check and are balanced with the thoughts as you bring the spirit into this dimension. The mind and body are needed for the spirit to create and the soul must fuse with the spirit for creation.

Once the soul and the spirit intertwine and the intensions blend with humility, the balanced emotions will mix with the thoughts to bring forth creation. The spirit directs this process through the mind and body. All combine to mix the thoughts into physical form. People you think about will begin to appear soon after the thought. Solutions to problems will manifest to make room for only loving thoughts and will be seen as miracles. The feeling behind the feeling will bubble to the surface to clean out the body of any confusion that may be buried for lifetimes.

The inside will begin to match the outside view. Even the global view will look different. The compassion will be understood as you look towards the confusion the masses hold. The spirit that is now fused with your soul will shine into this confusion to bring forth the healing for this planet through you. The thoughts will connect on a global scale and you will silently rewire the threads within the grid work of this planet. You will see, yet not see, this process at work as you fuse the sunlight of the spirit into the web of all thoughts to change the core components within the matrix of this planet.

You will then rise above the body consciously and connect with those who are hard at work behind the scenes. The ascended masters lie within this level of awareness and they will be guiding your body as all attempt to repair the damage that the dark forces have caused the earth and those who love it so. The spirit shines into this dimension and reflects the war in this unseen world. As you seek answers, this reflection will be seen inside the hologram your current conscious state of existence is housed in.

You will feel it growing and the confinements will seem suffocating as you stretch the boundaries of your current belief system. You reach further and further into the unknown to find that with each answer you receive, more questions arise. You must accept the limitations yet strive to exceed them as much as possible. Playing the game in the matrix means you must learn to observe and play a role at the same time. The observer is detached yet learning how to use the game to bring forth the new thoughts into reality for the benefits of all. The player must surrender to the observer to perform the tasks necessary to bring forth the manifestation of the new world to benefit all.

When totally consumed as the player, you will have periods where you will forget the observer is there watching to learn and is there planning the player’s next move. The prize is the new world and as you learn how to play this game, your efforts will become part of your everyday routine and you will not even find them as difficult to perform in time. There will come a day when you will awaken to find that this life is a game for your spiritual growth on your journey back to Something Greater.

The Walls of Darkness Are Breaking

As the information pours into the mind, the body will have to cipher through what can be held and what needs to be placed within the energy sources outside of the body. As you become consciously aware of this process, it will take effort to understand these experiences. You will have to live this process. It is not something that you can say you understand until you live it. All you obtain will have to go into different storage units within the body, so the information can be experienced.

If it is too much for the body, the information will be properly placed within the units outside of the body until the body is ready to hold the information for the needed experiences. When you become aware of the patterns that you are experiencing, you are ready for more information. These storage unit are called the chakras.

They connect you to the universe and ultimately to the Source of All Creation. Your level of understanding in this process will determine how much you accept into the body at any given time. Events will unfold as you need the information and you will be placed into higher positions of authority pending how much humility you maintain.

Staying with the understanding that you are allowing this process to work through you is vital for the spiritual growth. When you find yourself with thoughts that you are the reason for this information, it will be important to become humbled with the knowledge that the body is the vessel and the spirit can choose your body or not.

Your willingness and your open mind will make your body appealing for this process. All will become aware of this ability but not all will choose to allow the spirit to enter this level of understanding. The masses choose to believe that the spirit lies outside of the body and that their God is separate from them. Only a few yearn to grasp the awareness that the spirit is YOU and the universe is using the body for further creation.

With each experience you encounter through the day, you walk with this level of energy that spreads through all people, places and things you encounter. The light may pierce those that lie in the darkness and they may react through anger or fear when they try to even look at you. They may not even be capable of seeing you at all. With discernment, you will have the knowing of why this is occurring. You will respond through compassion. As you break out of the patterns you connect with consciously in your every day life, time will become irrelevant. You will begin to see this dimension from a higher level of understanding. Those you love will be as ONE with you and those that surround the outside view will be seen with the need to shine this newfound light of knowledge into the darkness of this land.

You will see the truth of what is occurring on a global scale and the masses will be viewed from this level of understanding. The darkness will be hiding but you will see in the corners and as you gain understanding of this process, you will then anxiously wait for what is coming. You will hold the knowing that the walls within this unknown darkness are breaking. You will see the vision of what is coming like the dam that bursts at the foundation for all the darkness to pour out into the light for change. The time is irrelevant, but the events are certain. The earth is shining the light into the dark corners and breaking the walls for the sunlight of the spirit to make the changes needed for the new world.

Do you want to know the events to come? Do you want to see the visions of the chaos that must occur, so the spirit can go through the debris like the aftermath of a hurricane to shine the light of knowledge for everyone’s spiritual growth whether they are ready or not? Time is irrelevant in this process as the spirit does not know your time. The walls of darkness are breaking, and the time is NOW.

The Begining

I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.
I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.
I come to you with a message and know I am the vessel for this greatness I have found.  To appreciate the words I speak, you must hear my story.  I am no more special than you, if anything, I crawl out of the darkness covered in mud and despair.  Through my desperation, I prayed for something to bring me peace inside.  Full of anxiety and fear, I walked through my days a shell of a person.  In my desperation, I decided to try and verbalize my need for help.  After all, I had nothing else to try because nothing else had helped relieve my pain and anguish.  I prayed out loud every day at least five times a day, “May the grace of God shine down on me”.  I began to search in other people for my answers but I could not talk to anyone without crying.  Communicating my thoughts was a challenge because I couldn’t identify with what I was feeling.  I knew that I had lost my motivation to live.  I couldn’t be with other people yet I couldn’t be alone.  My body shook all the time from the anxiety that became a part of my everyday life.  I had a difficult time getting through the moment, let alone the day. 

I was going through treatment for breast cancer, addiction and divorce all at the same time.  My life was at a crossroads with little hope down any path.  It was all I could do to get up in the morning and make myself go to work.  The only thing that kept me going were my children who needed their mother.

 On March 15, 2013 I had an experience that changed my life.  I was in a thrift store trying to help a little old woman get a picture that was stacked against the wall behind a lot of other pictures.  She was so unusual with a cane on each side that had handles wrapped around her wrists.  She wore a Dr. Seuss-looking grey hat.  She was loud and obnoxious as she ordered me to get a picture from the back of the stack.  It was a large painting and it was heavy.  I did not look at what the picture was and did not care about anything at that time.  The woman began yelling at me, “there are words on the bottom” and she told me to read the words.  I said that I could not see the words because they were so small.  She yelled, “Get down there and read the words and read them loud because I can’t hear good”.  I had to get on my hands and knees to see the words that read, “The grace of God shines on Thine”.  As I read the words, I began to feel something inside of me stirring.  I looked at the painting that was of a church with the sun shining through some trees and I began to cry.  I looked up at the woman who was still waving her cane at me and I realized that Something Greater was at work for me to have such an experience.  The woman did not know that I had been praying this prayer for several weeks now and here I was on my hands and knees reading my prayer in a painting with a rude little woman standing above me ordering me around.  As I tried to get up off the floor, my whole perspective on my life changed within an instant.  I was in a dream state as I tried to process what was happening.  I felt as if I was floating as I made my way home that night. 

The next morning, I felt a presence around me that began talking to me.  I was told to write a book with the title “In the Mind of Something Greater”.   On March 16, 2013 I began writing what I heard in my head and knew that what I wrote was my responsibility to share with others. The voice was strong in my mind and it gave me knowledge that I could not have acquired by myself.  It wakes me up in the middle of the night with the urgency to write with no consistency to when this will happen or for how long I will write.   My writing changes as my awareness grows.  “I”, “We” and “You” are all used interchangeably.  There are times in my writing that I cannot do anything but write and when I go back to read it “you” is written regardless of my attempts to keep this information just about me.  There are times that the voice inside my head becomes so strong, my words are written from the “I” perspective when the information is from Something Greater than myself.

 The knowledge I have been given has changed me forever as my words have led me to a greater understanding about life.  I have the ability to combine the physical world and the spiritual world and there is perfect order in this process.  The key to it all is within each of us as we have the ability to bring heaven into our everyday world. 

 As I write, I read the words over and over and know that Something Greater is at work in my life.  I now see that there is no secret to this knowledge, we just forgot and now our fears block us from the truth. I am now like the hungry bear waking up from a winter sleep.  I share my story that I receive from Something Greater.  The source of this knowledge is within me and cannot be found in the world.  My thoughts and emotions are the key to this process.  If my thoughts are full of negativity, I will not understand.  If my emotions are full of fear, I cannot understand.  If I take the two and balance them for my foundation, I will grow with the knowledge that my emotions bring Something Greater into me and change my thoughts for my spiritual awakening. Through this process,  I discovered that my emotions are my link to Something Greater and if I listen, I will see the changes all around me as I prepare for the reality of what I am inside. 

 My message is one that many throughout history have shared.  I only elaborate on how I reached this level of understanding for myself.  I had to go through many emotions to find my heaven on earth and each emotion brings me one step closer to this awakening.  I now understand what the battle between the darkness and the light is all about.  It is within me.  My fears block me from the truth and with each barrier I break through, more understanding emerges.  I reflect Something Greater in human form.  Freewill is given for my uniqueness to express my interpretation of Something Greater in a way that only I can do with these choices. 

 Even though my experiences may be different than yours, the end result is the same.  I am in the mind of Something Greater in physical form.  With each passing day, as I seek for more knowledge in this process, I see the world around me changing into an exciting place, full of wonder and awe. The homeless man on the street corner now represents a part of me.  The people in my life that causes me stress and difficulty now force me to look at what part of myself needs to change.  The rain now symbolizes a reflection of my emotions.  I see myself in all around me.  The times I thought I was helping someone else has turned into the realization that I really helped myself.  The relationships that caused me so much pain has turned into the understanding that I was really working through the fears within myself.  I came to the realization that all I went through in my life was necessary for my understanding to reach the next level of my consciousness.  Everything around me holds new meaning now.  Even the dragonfly that appears is now symbolic of the transformation I am going through as a result.  My belief of the perfection of this process brings me messages in everything around me.  Speaking my truth brings my thoughts and emotions into my reality.  As I seek every day for more understanding, more is revealed to me.

This is my journey into the other worlds through desperation and hope that there is Something Greater out there.  I see changes in my understanding of what the darkness and the light is inside of all of us.  The evil is the fear that turns into the ability to intentionally take away another person’s ability to grow.  To repress another person’s progress is the greatest of all sins and the fear turns into a cesspool of misery for all those involved.

I have learned that the world around me responds to my thoughts and feelings and will travel through space and time in attempts to create whatever I think and feel.  The times I question why things are happening to me and think someone else has done something harmful to me, I find lessons in these experiences with a greater understanding as to why things occurred the way they did for me.  I have learned that sometimes things were taken from me so I could replace them with a new found understanding for who I am becoming.  My reflections of the things that have occurred have turned into a sadness of what I was and what I am no longer and at the same time, I find a new appreciation for what I am becoming. 

Without the darkness, I could not see the light.  I had to reach up from this darkness of despair to find that the light of happiness was always there.  I struggle on a daily basis to understand this new level of awareness.  I am accepting that I will not be able to comprehend the greatness of the source that lies within me.  It is difficult at times for me to understand why this knowledge was given to a scared and miserable person such as myself.  What I have inside my thoughts and emotions bursts from my pores to share with others.  I catch myself thinking of what others will say about what I write and I remind myself that I cannot carry who they are inside and they have their own journey to walk.

My disagreements with others are turning into the truth of who I am and the freedom of this knowledge brings me to a new understanding about myself.  I am humbled through this process with gratitude that brings me a strength from what lies inside.  I see the pain that others experience as their journey with the ability to give them a new understanding through my words.  I find that as I speak the truth to others, the words activate something inside of them to find what they seek as well.  I now know that it is in all of us and it is my responsibility to give pieces of my strength to those who will listen.  I have been given a gift that I must share.  I am opening the blinds to my eyes with caution so that it does not overwhelm me with the light as I share what has been given to me.

You Are Not Replaceable

Just as your Creator took the word to create, we take our words to create. The more we bring our consciousness out into the space in front of us, the more we can create. We all go back to ONE and as we move forward out into the darkness of our thoughts, we play out the words spoken. The words spoken that go all the way back to our creation bring forth the beginning words, “Let there be light”. As we take that light out into the darkness of our thoughts and create, we form into the matter of those thoughts that become words. We will one day speak the words that bring all we believe out into the view in front of us. Just as the masters foretold of their coming and all the written documents revealed, we will form the words into our reality. The masses believe in the prophesies written in Revelation and this energy source becomes stronger as it forms the planet into that which was spoken.

The clay you are made from also makes the earth, you are in this crystal ball to form further into the darkness. As you obtain more knowledge, more of the Source of All Knowledge flows through you. As you become more connected to this Source, the faster the matter will change in front of you. The phrase, “seek and ye shall find” will echo in your thoughts and you will reach for more understanding of how this works in your everyday life. As you balance the need to find more of this source of power, the realization will come that as you sit inside your thoughts, you are creating with each breath you take. The mission then becomes the daily task of bringing the spirit out into the space in front of you.

The world is now your playground with rules that will hold consequences when not followed. If you continue thinking the same thoughts over and over, you will inevitably get the same results. If you change the thoughts, the space in front of you changes as well. As you learn the rules, you will try to live within those confinements as you learn what your Creator expects from you. As you awaken, you will look out into the edges of the light that the Source of All Knowledge shines and you will see the darkness of uncertainty. It will be a challenge to form this darkness into the confinements that the rules of the universal laws hold. With each new generation this planet seeks to form the ONE consciousness for peace and harmony.

This planet is at a crossroads in attempts to evolve spiritually. You should remember that the darkness is conscious and strives to destroy any of the light you hold. If you take this darkness and shine the light of love into this source, only truth will be seen. If the darkness reflects fear when love shines, you must acknowledge such emotions to see what your fears mean to you. As you learn the universal laws that you will receive what you give to others and you have a purpose in all this chaos, you will seek for a way to balance the fear with the attempt to find love. On your search to enlightenment, you take what beliefs you can hold as you own and leave the fear at your feet. Some days you may feel as though you are walking in quicksand but as you pray for light, love and healing, you will remind yourself that you are right where you are supposed to be as you hold on the faith of what God promises.

All religions hold the belief in a source that created humans. All religions acknowledge that there is Something Greater unless they are atheists or agnostic. During the dying process even those who don’t believe in Something Greater question if they could be wrong. There are who do not believe in reincarnation. Each religion believes that their way is the way to find the Source of All Creation. As we grow in our conscious state of existence, we will find that regardless of our beliefs, we can agree of the possibilities with the faith in Something Greater. Each should find their own truth of what Something Greater means to them. The light of the way to enlightenment comes through love only.

Fear only traps you and will confide you until you suffocate with the inability to learn why you are here. Even if you think this is your one chance to “get it right”, if you live in the fear of what is right, you are limiting your knowledge by allowing what you believe to sit inside and turn into the darkness of your thoughts. How can you know if what you believe is right unless you explore these beliefs to find that is right for you?

Through the guidance for the masters, you will find the rules that God had place on humans as you seek for enlightenment. You can be guided by the inner voice to know what is right for you. The times you hold doubts, look towards the teachings that the masters gave during their time on this planet. As the masses separate into the darkness and the light, know you are the vessel for this time. What you think will be your strength or your destruction forever more. Even on the days you feel like a hamster running on a wheel to nowhere, if you remind yourself that you are right where you are supposed to be, you will receive the knowledge that this moment is a gift. You can look inside the space that surrounds you and you can know that your mind, body and spirit is not replaceable and your presence is needed during this moment.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Spirit of Sickness

Chapter 50

**The Flow of Change for the Soul 

Emotions bring forth specific reactions in your body. If you are anxious, your stomach may feel like it is doing flip flops as your anxiety goes back and forth from your thoughts to your feelings. In your quest for spiritual growth, there will come a level of awareness when you will begin to recognize the type of spirit that enters your space by how you feel and by what you think. Certain spirits will bring forth certain reactions in your body as it enters your thoughts and emotions. When you become aware that such experiences do occur, you will begin to identify the spirit of sickness that can consume your body. The knowledge that you are made in the image of your creator who is perfection will strengthen you when the spirit of sickness attempts to invade your body.

There will come a day when you will be able to identify the spirits that enter your space. You will take the knowledge you have been given from Something Greater and will use it to continue the form of perfection that your creator made you into. You will be able to recognize the spirit by how your body reacts and as you gain control over your thoughts and emotions, you will heal any sickness that enters your body.

Your body is the product of your thoughts and emotions and sickness can only emerge when you allow this spirit to enter. As you grow spiritually, you will understand that all sickness was planned prior to your arrival into this dimension. There are many reasons why people become sick.

The spirit is forming your thoughts and emotions into your physical form. If you are full of stressful thoughts, your body will form into these thoughts through sickness. For those that are born with sickness there are experiences that all impacted by the sickness will have for spiritual growth.

If you have the spirit of sickness you are at a crossroads within your thoughts as you read these words. How do you take control of your thoughts that will result in taking control of the spirits that surround you at any given time? It is a process that will take great discipline on your behalf. Acceptance that you have this sickness for spiritual growth will be difficult, especially if you have a sickness that makes you think you are dying. You will not be able to see the greater good in such a situation. You will be fearful of death and what this sickness is doing to your body. The fear will consume you at times and acceptance of where you are within your thoughts will be difficult to surrender to because of the fear.

The spirit of sickness will be present to tell you that you need to accept the life you have and that you are right where you are supposed to be. If it is a terminal diagnosis, you will be forced to seek for answers as to what your life means to you as a result. If you do not believe in a higher power, you will be forced to question the existence of one. As you go back and forth in your mind of what is true for your existence, you will make a choice during the sickness of if you just give this body up and move into nothing as you do not seek for a higher power or you look out into your thoughts for a way to make yourself feel better about your presence in this body that is now filled with sickness.

If you choose to identify with the spirit of sickness and totally accept this moment, the healing can begin as you find the love for all that you are today. Releasing the fear of all your past and what opened you up to the spirit of sickness will bring you to the awareness of why you subconsciously allowed it to enter into your body. You may feel as though you are a victim and there is nothing you can do with the sickness. As in any relationship that you do not want, you may become angry, you may experience denial that it even exists, you may pretend to be a friend and go about your day as if nothing has changed for you. The day you can identify why you have allowed the spirit of sickness into your life, you will understand why it came to you. This stage of development is beyond any words as you will embrace what the God of your understanding has given you and the desperation for spiritual growth will then be viewed as the gift that it was meant to be all along.

The spirit of sickness will then be viewed like the parent trying to teach the child how to become independent in their growth from a child to adulthood. If you think you will die from the spirit of sickness, you will then embrace the moment for your spiritual growth as you leave this body and become an example for all those who are impacted by the dying process.

Do you spend the time you have in this body full of anger and misery as a victim of what you are going through or do you accept that this is the life you have whether you believe in Something Greater or not? There will come a day when you will understand that the spirit of sickness is needed to help guide you on your path toward the God of your understanding and you will embrace the pain like the mother who embraces the rebellious child who has caused so much anguish because he or she did not know any better at the time.

You were made in the image of your creator and each experience you have while in this body brings you to another level of awareness for the perfection that you were made into. The sickness will then be viewed as an illusion for what is really happening on your pathway back to perfection with the God of your understanding. You are responsible for what you do with your thoughts as you allow your creator to create through you. Even the spirit of sickness can turn into your friend if you see the greater good of what you are learning.

There are spirits who only want destruction of this dimension and you have to get control of your thoughts to ensure that they do not consume you. How strong your connection is with your creator will determine the abilities these spirits will have within your thoughts. The more time you spend with a specific thought, the more energy a specific spirit will have to create or to destroy with you. The spirit of sickness can be viewed as an opportunity to go to your next level of awareness if you so choose. The answers will come if you seek within yourself. You will find the clues within all your affairs. That will be the day the spirit of sickness will turn into the spirit of love because of your belief in a world that cannot be seen but can be heard inside your thoughts.