The Spirit of Sickness

Chapter 50

**The Flow of Change for the Soul 

Emotions bring forth specific reactions in your body. If you are anxious, your stomach may feel like it is doing flip flops as your anxiety goes back and forth from your thoughts to your feelings. In your quest for spiritual growth, there will come a level of awareness when you will begin to recognize the type of spirit that enters your space by how you feel and by what you think. Certain spirits will bring forth certain reactions in your body as it enters your thoughts and emotions. When you become aware that such experiences do occur, you will begin to identify the spirit of sickness that can consume your body. The knowledge that you are made in the image of your creator who is perfection will strengthen you when the spirit of sickness attempts to invade your body.

There will come a day when you will be able to identify the spirits that enter your space. You will take the knowledge you have been given from Something Greater and will use it to continue the form of perfection that your creator made you into. You will be able to recognize the spirit by how your body reacts and as you gain control over your thoughts and emotions, you will heal any sickness that enters your body.

Your body is the product of your thoughts and emotions and sickness can only emerge when you allow this spirit to enter. As you grow spiritually, you will understand that all sickness was planned prior to your arrival into this dimension. There are many reasons why people become sick.

The spirit is forming your thoughts and emotions into your physical form. If you are full of stressful thoughts, your body will form into these thoughts through sickness. For those that are born with sickness there are experiences that all impacted by the sickness will have for spiritual growth.

If you have the spirit of sickness you are at a crossroads within your thoughts as you read these words. How do you take control of your thoughts that will result in taking control of the spirits that surround you at any given time? It is a process that will take great discipline on your behalf. Acceptance that you have this sickness for spiritual growth will be difficult, especially if you have a sickness that makes you think you are dying. You will not be able to see the greater good in such a situation. You will be fearful of death and what this sickness is doing to your body. The fear will consume you at times and acceptance of where you are within your thoughts will be difficult to surrender to because of the fear.

The spirit of sickness will be present to tell you that you need to accept the life you have and that you are right where you are supposed to be. If it is a terminal diagnosis, you will be forced to seek for answers as to what your life means to you as a result. If you do not believe in a higher power, you will be forced to question the existence of one. As you go back and forth in your mind of what is true for your existence, you will make a choice during the sickness of if you just give this body up and move into nothing as you do not seek for a higher power or you look out into your thoughts for a way to make yourself feel better about your presence in this body that is now filled with sickness.

If you choose to identify with the spirit of sickness and totally accept this moment, the healing can begin as you find the love for all that you are today. Releasing the fear of all your past and what opened you up to the spirit of sickness will bring you to the awareness of why you subconsciously allowed it to enter into your body. You may feel as though you are a victim and there is nothing you can do with the sickness. As in any relationship that you do not want, you may become angry, you may experience denial that it even exists, you may pretend to be a friend and go about your day as if nothing has changed for you. The day you can identify why you have allowed the spirit of sickness into your life, you will understand why it came to you. This stage of development is beyond any words as you will embrace what the God of your understanding has given you and the desperation for spiritual growth will then be viewed as the gift that it was meant to be all along.

The spirit of sickness will then be viewed like the parent trying to teach the child how to become independent in their growth from a child to adulthood. If you think you will die from the spirit of sickness, you will then embrace the moment for your spiritual growth as you leave this body and become an example for all those who are impacted by the dying process.

Do you spend the time you have in this body full of anger and misery as a victim of what you are going through or do you accept that this is the life you have whether you believe in Something Greater or not? There will come a day when you will understand that the spirit of sickness is needed to help guide you on your path toward the God of your understanding and you will embrace the pain like the mother who embraces the rebellious child who has caused so much anguish because he or she did not know any better at the time.

You were made in the image of your creator and each experience you have while in this body brings you to another level of awareness for the perfection that you were made into. The sickness will then be viewed as an illusion for what is really happening on your pathway back to perfection with the God of your understanding. You are responsible for what you do with your thoughts as you allow your creator to create through you. Even the spirit of sickness can turn into your friend if you see the greater good of what you are learning.

There are spirits who only want destruction of this dimension and you have to get control of your thoughts to ensure that they do not consume you. How strong your connection is with your creator will determine the abilities these spirits will have within your thoughts. The more time you spend with a specific thought, the more energy a specific spirit will have to create or to destroy with you. The spirit of sickness can be viewed as an opportunity to go to your next level of awareness if you so choose. The answers will come if you seek within yourself. You will find the clues within all your affairs. That will be the day the spirit of sickness will turn into the spirit of love because of your belief in a world that cannot be seen but can be heard inside your thoughts.

 

A Place of Peace

Chapter 25

*The Flow of Change for the Soul

It is time to take control of the thoughts you hold. It is time to understand what lies inside your mind. There is a battle in your thoughts and all that you believe. You try to take the moment to find some peace inside. No matter what you do, the peace seems so far away. Every time you find a thought that quiets the anguish that you hold, the part that says you are no good tortures the peace you find. The little voice that says you do not matter seeps into your mind. The force of anger and all it brings will make you fear the world.

You will question who you are and why you are here. As you look around the place right where you stand, the air will change inside you as you breathe it in. The world of anger will bring you to a place that makes you feel alone. It will make you want to hide and keep all your thoughts inside. If you look inside the world right inside your head, you will find a place of peace that will say hello. It will come to you every time you feel alone. It will make you see that your thoughts are true. It will change your thoughts and all that you believe. This place will call to you inside the thoughts that make you feel alone. This place will shine with gratitude that comes inside the air. The gratitude will seep inside and shine the love for you.

It will not be seen by anyone but you. The more alone you feel, the more you will hear. It will make you crazy as you try to figure it all out. You will want to say that it’s not there. It will cause a feeling of desperation as you try to hide. The day will come when you will not have anywhere to hide. The day will come when you will surrender because of who you are.

All the anger and anguish that you hold will sit inside the place that will bring you peace. The fear will swirl around inside. It will take the place of peace and turn it into a storm within your thoughts. All the rain will come to you and make you feel like you are drowning. You will stand inside your thoughts that make you feel alone. As you surrender to these thoughts the gratitude will come. The gratitude will cover you until the rain stops. It will bring the feeling of love that will then be seen. You will see that all you are is because of where you have been. With the feeling of acceptance right where you stand, the gratitude will take the place of anger that you hold. It will bring another thought that maybe you are here to find the place of peace because of where you have been. That will be the day you accept right where you stand. You would never have found this place of peace within your thoughts unless you felt all the anguish that brought you to this time. The place of peace will come to you when you are at your worst.

 

The Feeling of Urgency

**Please read this passage out loud three times and feel the spirit moving through the body as the mind comprehends the words.

Many life times brought you to where you sit at this moment. With each life you have lived, you bring more knowledge into the body. The planets are aligned to bring you the frequency to activate the knowing of all lives lived. As the walking library for the universe, you are opening corridors inside of you to rooms of knowledge that have not been used for many life times.

The information is inside of you waiting to become conscious. Everything you see, hear, touch, smell and taste brings more light inside the rooms of information you hold. The lights in the rooms are switching on quickly now. Some of you will want to switch the lights off as you attempt to align to this new awareness of who you really are. The anxiety may come in waves. Know the growing pains in the body will be brief.

The feeling of urgency may overwhelm you. Know that those who live in the light are here to support you as the body opens to this mission that you came here to complete. The universe waits with anticipation as you open these rooms full of information that hold the knowledge for all the universe. No one can do this for you.

You have accepted this mission for all the universe. As these rooms of information open inside of you, the outside view will become confusing. Those who do not want you to have access to this information will present many illusions to you. Those of the light family will send messages like these to you in attempts to deflect these illusions.

It will be your responsibility to feel your way through the illusions with discernment. The urgency is felt because the body you are in has limitations due to these illusions that have been building for many life times. Once you activate the knowing that you are the library to all knowledge, the body will become lighter. Your view of death will be one of the first illusions to overcome so you can relax during this transition. The feeling of urgency will subside for a time as you realign your mind and body with the spirit.

The spirit will begin to be viewed as the part of this process that holds the power to unlock the doors of information. The body will then surrender as the spirit permeates all corridors within the body with the keys to unlock each door to the rooms holding the information for knowledge.

Each room will open when the body and the mind are aligned properly with the spirit. Some rooms will need to be cleaned out due to the life times you have lived full of fear. You have stored the fears in these rooms mixed with the information and this causes confusion. Your fears need to be removed as you face each one, feel each one and then free each one.

Once these rooms are cleaned of all illusions, the clarity will come as you see the light shining brightly and as you awaken to your purpose while here. Now is the time, not tomorrow or next week. Feel the urgency of your mission guiding your every thought. Do not let those around you sway your thoughts. You are not going insane, you are feeling the urgency because the time is NOW. Be still and know you are not alone. Know you are held in the mind of Something Greater and you are protected and loved.

The spirit called holy surrounds you now and activates the knowing inside of you. The sound of your voice is heard as the feel of your heart wraps around the words. You are no longer asleep and feel the knowing that rises you above the gravity where the negative frequency holds you hostage.

The Knowing in Human Form

You are in the process of remembering who you are and why you are here. The knowing is being activated and the clarity is coming like the mist in the morning sun. Each day upon awakening, a little more understanding is sprinkled throughout your daily tasks. It has always laid within you and is now waking-up like a hungry bear. The heaviness is leaving as those who have controlled you can no longer consume your thoughts. As the peace enters, so shall the knowing of your purpose in human form.

We planned this experience together for the creation of All. The messages will be within your daily tasks as you prepare this world for what is coming. The chaos is like the preparation for a celebration. As you open the body up for the light of knowledge, you are experiencing many sensations that may cause fear. Do not fear the openings for consciousness of who you have always been. The veil that has been laid over you is now lifting.

The initial feelings will be like looking at the sun that moves quickly from behind the clouds. The brightness will make you feel as though you are going blind until you adjust to the new level of understanding. You will adjust quickly now as the body realigns with the Prime Creator’s purpose for your creation in human form.

Do not listen to all the chatter that surrounds you. Stay within your inner knowing and the sounds will come to guide you for the tasks that are activating the body. All prepare for the shift that has been anticipated since your beginning. Everyone is experiencing the sensations that are many. No one is vocalizing what is happening because there are no words for this experience. The body is changing as the spirit enters the human form. Many are attempting to explain what this process consists of but very few understand what is really happening.

Stay still and observe this glorious occasion. Many life-times have brought you to this moment. When you feel the growing pains, visualize the light from your creator shining the healing energies into the areas that are expanding through the pain. Try to not put labels on the sensations and keep open to the changes with gratitude. The body will need lots of breathing and lots of water as the transformation occurs. Those in the darkness will be seen as such. The light bringers will shine so bright that those in the dark will not be able to see them or will not be capable of looking at them without experiencing anger, fear, anxiety or shame.  The body is forming into the shape of the spirit that fills the thoughts. All worlds are being consciously experienced in the body. Sights and wonders are within every breath that is inhaled and every thought that is exhaled. Embrace this awareness that has never occurred before. It is time for the knowing in human form.

Who I Am

It does not matter what others think about who I Am. It matters what only you think of who I Am. The only way to find Me is to love thy self. There is where I Am found in everything you ever felt.  I Am not found inside your worries or in the fears you hold. I Am not in the words that can sound so cold. I Am in the sound of stillness, listen to hear the call. Once you connect with My sound, you will see Me in the whole of All. It starts inside the beating of your heart and then moves into the eyes. The sound will follow out into the trees and then into the sky. All will change within the blink of an eye.

Your connection to who I Am will be determined by what you see. The awareness starts inside of you for all that you can be. My presence is determined by what you think and by what you do. I will reach into your heart and make your body feel new. I will move into the mind as you seek to find, the world where all your hopes and dreams let Me crawl inside. The more you seek for who I Am, the more will be revealed. The more of Me that you find the more you will feel healed. The space that surrounds where you stand will then become so thick. The light above you will shine right where you sit. The heat will spread through the body as you begin to sense My presence. You will see everything glow as your world turns into heaven.

A knowing will come as the shift occurs that you are not alone. You will get a verification in everything that is shown. No matter where you go or what you then do, I will surround you with My love and make your whole world new. Others will sense My presence as it shines through you. They will not understand the feeling that will then be in the view. You will speak for Me to bring others clues to who I Am. You will feel the heat that My presence will bring. It will feel like sitting in the sun as the birds sing.

All will respond to My power just like the trees and flowers. All will grow into the knowing that I Am the power. I mix your darkness into My love that shines with all the light. You grow into the most beautiful of creations that will someday glow so bright. Your conscious contact with My presence will bring the knowing to you. The planets align to bring My love through all that you then do.

Sit within the power of the moment and My grace will flow. When you consciously connect with Me, you will then know, I Am found inside everything that makes you who you are. How much of Me that you hold will determine if you shine like a star. All you see and think about will hold the clues. Some days you will think that you know who I Am and everything will look new. Other days as you worry, I will not be found. Your belief in who I Am will even be in the sounds. You will have to think about who I Am and there is where I Am found.

All creations in this realm answer to My call. I come to those who are sick and suffering and pick them up when they fall. When you feel the presence of love, you will connect with All. Who I Am is determined by the Whole of All. At first, I may be a hand that a stranger offers for help. Then I may be seen in the mirror as you look at yourself. I may look like the sun that helps the flowers grow. I may be in the force where the wind blows. No matter how you try to find Me, All go back to ONE. Look for all the clues through people, places and things and try to have some fun.