Suicide

The angels battle for your thoughts and make you think inside.  One minute you are full of love, the next is filled with fear.  How do these thoughts come to you right inside your head?  How do you keep yourself from losing your mind?

Some of you cannot decide of what to do.  Some of you attempt suicide to stop the thoughts inside.  The fear of life over takes your thoughts and you just want to hide.  The words inside your thoughts tell you that you just want to die.  You allow the fallen angels to whisper in your ear.  You allow the fear inside to ring inside your mind.  You believe the words you hear that now consume your thoughts. The fallen angels fill you full of misery inside. 

The day it starts you may feel full of love, then a thought that maybe you are not good enough will emerge.  You begin the battle right inside your mind.  One thought of feeling not good enough will grow inside. It will take the thought of love and turn it upside down.  You will think you cannot take another thought.  Then the idea to hurt yourself will begin to call to you.  You do not know where it comes from as it gives you a plan. The love is gone and you sit with nothing but the pain. 

The fallen angels call to you from another place. They know how to make you think that you no longer matter.  The thought of love will now be gone and fear has won inside.  It is a battle in your mind that only you are fighting.  When the fallen angels come to you, the love inside will be the shield that protects your thoughts. The love will speak inside your head and will give you strength.  As you reach for these thoughts, you must decide.  Do you tell someone else all the fear you hide?

Once the words are spoken to someone else, the darkness in your thoughts will subside.  The love will shine into your mind and you will find, the thoughts of suicide are no longer there.  The light of love has shined inside and has taken the fear.  It turned it into a place that the fallen angels cannot hide.  Then the thoughts of suicide are gone.  They are replaced with a thought that fills you full of love.

How do you take a thought of fear and turn it into love?  The love appears within the corner of your thoughts each time the fear seems strong. Each time you feel as though you do not matter to anyone, if you look around you will find someone is there to help you find the love.  It will be a choice inside as you decide of what to do.  Do you tell your thoughts of fear and turn them into love?  Do you sit inside your head and plan your suicide?

On Your Knees

The spirit is a feeling that lies behind your thoughts.  It cannot be seen but is felt inside your words.  It is there inside your heart and brings you to your knees without a sound.  It will start out as a feeling that you get when you are alone.  If you cannot find it, there will be a knock inside through the world around.  It may come as a message in a picture that you see or in the wind that blows upon your face. 

The moment when you feel the lowest is when it comes into your mind.  Even as you question that it may be a coincidence, you will find the raindrops that will fall when you are sad.  Then the sun will shine so bright when you’re full of love.  How does it occur you ask when you feel this way?  It will be a world that you cannot explain. 

Some of you will say that this is all there is, if you cannot see, it does not exist.  Some of you will wonder and peak into this feeling that creates a thought of maybe there is Something Greater than just you.  You will find the thought that pulls you inside. 

There will not be anything that is different in your world.  Then the day will come when the thought that pulls a feeling will show up in your moment when you are on your knees.  It will not occur until you let all the facts of life subside.  Only when you take the moment and empty your mind.  Then it can be found. 

When you empty what is in your thoughts, a feeling will come inside.  There will be a burning in your chest.  Then the view that you see begins to speak to you.  It will be when you are on your knees.  To surrender all your thoughts to a feeling you cannot explain becomes a challenge in your mind.  You cannot see a thing that echoes in your head.

Some will choose to disregard this feeling you will get.  You will miss the moment where the magic begins.  Could there be a flow of thought that picks you off the floor?  Could there be a feeling that makes you want to share?  Do you sit upon your knees and live inside your head?  Do you take the wave of thought that pulls you high instead?

The desperation will be the wave that will bring you a world.  It will bring you to a thought that will show you how to love. A gift will come through knowledge that you cannot hide.  You are different in your thoughts that you found upon your knees.

Your world around will not change to anyone else.  They will look into your eyes and see a light that shines.  It will bring a feeling that they cannot explain.  With each time you find this love when you’re on your knees, a wave of knowledge will touch your mind.  The world inside your head will change and your words will become the feeling that started on your knees.

The thought will bring the words that will ring into the air. The desperation brought you here and you must not forget.  The words become a message so that others can now learn how you found a love inside when you were on your knees.

All the things you use to be have turned into a dream.  They are now a part of you that blends into who you are today.  Your strength will shine to others as you sit upon your knees.  You have found a world inside that carries you through the day.

The angels will give you inspirations that will touch inside your mind.  You will begin to see how thoughts change the world outside.  It will not matter what others will think as you sit upon your knees.  You remember who you were and who you are today.  The world will then become the magic that was planned all along.  Creation will then occur in your world as you change it all around.  You will never forget that it started on your knees.

  

The Song of the Bird

There will be days that you will seek for love inside your heart.  It will be hard to find.  Those are the times to reach into your mind as you search to find it.  You will have to listen as you reach inside.  You will need to remind yourself that the flower blooms for you.  The birds up high in the sky sing the song of love.  Even when the world around is like a hurricane in your head, you can stand strong like a tree in your mind as you remind yourself of the song of the bird.

Take the moment and seek for the roots that make you strong.  You may have to dig deep inside as you search for the song. There will be a part that makes you feel that all was, all is and all will be for you.  Then you will look next to your side.  You will find that others play a part too in what brings you the song. It may be in the homeless mother or the cancer patient who died.  You will find that others will hear the song and it will spread. 

The days you do not hear the song are the times to reach for the sky.  The bird will then turn into the spirit that gives you the feeling of love.  The sound will echo in your head and the song will touch your heart.  A burst of love will come to you in the song of the bird.  If you listen to the song it will carry into your day.  The sound will then become a feeling that will turn your thoughts into love.

The time will come when the love inside will carry out into the song.  All will begin to feel it ring within and it will turn your heart into the song that starts with a bird.  The day will come when you will understand that the bird comes from another place that formed into love.  Then you will see that the bird was placed into the tree just for you.  The sound of the song will then become a calling inside.  It will turn into a power that takes your thoughts and feelings and turns them upside down. 

You will look for the bird when you seek for love, even on the days there is none that you can find.  Then it will spread to others.  It cannot be seen by anyone, it will carry out to them through your eyes.  Some days it will be in your words that reaches to the sky.  Then you will realize that the bird’s song and your words come from the same place.  That is when it all becomes one long note within your head.  The bird will then touch your thoughts and you will become the song.

It will be in a feeling that will be at first hard to understand.  Some of you will want to hide the words that come from the bird.  One day you will wake up and hear the song of love.  Each thing that happens in your life will then donate to the story that lies within the words.  Do you play the story with a happy note?  Do you have a sound that sings like the bird?  Do you sit in silence and keep it in your head?

The bird will one day remind you that it taught you how to love.  The sound will then remind you that you have to share your own.  The only way to find it is through the sound of love.  So take this moment and listen to the song of the bird.  It will start the thoughts inside that will carry the words.

Play your story out today with a note from love.  As you play it in your head, you will want to dance the tune.  The more the sounds ring through your thoughts other will want to dance with you.  As you look around your world that sings the song of the bird, you will then take the tunes off key and make them part of the song.  They will then become the sound that makes the song unique.  The off key notes will become a part of the sound of love.  They will make those around take notice of the words.  Your song will then become something others will want for their self.  They will wonder where it comes from that makes them want to sing too.  You will share the sound so they can hear it loud.  It will carry into their heart and change their thoughts inside.  You will tell them how the bird is made just for them.  Then the day will come when they will hear the song of the bird.

Which Way To Go?

The world below and the world above have the middle ground where the pull to both of these worlds lie.
Those who know who live in the middle ground are learning which way to go.
Do you take the land above and find love?
Do you pick the land below and become the darkness that brings you sorrow?
Each day you wake up in the middle ground, you have a choice.
To take the love and grow towards a world that can bring you a voice?
To take the sorrow and find the suffering will wither you away.
To take the moment and know you are here, right where you belong can start your day.
The love is there in the air and wants you to grab on.  
Touch the wind and feel the source that blows against your skin.
The life you love becomes a game as you take the moment in the middle ground.
You decide which way to bend.
Do you dare to compare with a world that’s full of angels?
Do you know that the angels can bring you to your knees?
The making of your sun lies in this world from above.
The making of your anguish lies in the world from below.
The life you live is in your head.
Which way do you go?
Do you dare to find your place and move into the world above?
Do you sit within your misery and sink into the world below?
Take the moment and grab the air and pull in into your mind.
The day will come when you will find it was always there.
If you look into the sky, the gifts will be many.
If you sit in the corner of your mind, it will pass you by.
The time has come when you will know which way you want to go.
The thoughts are strong and the feelings are there as you long for the heaven on earth. 
Those who grab the faith in the wind will see the world above.
Those who sink into despair will find the world below.
The faith will float into your mind and lift you high to say “hello”.
The love will shine inside your mind as you grab for the world above.
Your travels in the middle ground will bring you at a path.
It leads you to  a crossroads as you look within your mind.
Some of you will not notice any other worlds at all.
Some of you will wonder but will not seek for the thoughts that call.
Some of you will grab it as it picks you up when you fall.
All will come to the day when you will know which way to go.

The Making of the Moment

The day you remember the feelings behind the wind of winter or spring are the times you find that part of you that never changes.  The part that shines into the sun will bring you to a place inside that reminds you of who you always have been.  You will begin to play past events back in your mind and identify with what you felt inside.  The release of the pain for all your heartache will intertwine with the love you hold today.  The love will be found in the moment with each breath that you take.  As you heal from all this pain, a new beginning appears.  You will then realize that everything was building to bring you the gifts that were promised before you came here.  With each time you hold onto this knowledge, more gifts will appear.  Your faith in this process brings forth the thoughts and feelings that create your reality.  You will realize that you have freewill to allow any thoughts that enter your mind.  As you connect to the knowledge of a power that you find in a world you cannot see, it will begin to emerge in your reality.  The feather will appear when you pray for protection from the angels.  The symbols will come in your physical world through forms that will be surprising as you look for the meaning behind the squirrel that passes by.  You will find all events you see are reflections of a piece of yourself that shine for attention.  The rain will come when you feel the sadness for all you were inside.  Your interpretation of these events will vary from day to day.  You may find joy in seeing the sunrise one day and the next day it goes unnoticed. Each day brings you a part of awareness that emerges into your world.  You are in a time period that brings forth many levels of knowledge that want to come into your current state of consciousness.  This knowledge can be overwhelming as you try to cipher through what you can currently accept as real and what holds meaning for another day.  Your thoughts will make you question what the world around you means as you seek for understanding of who you are today.  As you seek for answers, the messages will be many.  All your life times have brought you to this current level of awareness and you will continue to take each event and combine them with the energy you hold today.  It is like the static in your hair as you see the hair rising from the unseen energy around you.  The spirit world is like the static that you do not see until you view the effects that it has on the rising of your hair.  Those of you who seek will find this world within the way you interpret the events that present them self to you within each moment that you see.  The spirit world lies in the moment behind the making of the moon.  The day you realize the magnitude of this task, you will know just how special the moment really is.  The planning that was done is like the crew behind the making of a movie.  You know what you really are inside.  You have a purpose that needs to be shown and your material things complicate the travels on your path to Something Greater.  You come here to be a part of the beauty that was created just for you and you are trying to bring your awareness of this Greatness into the physical dimension.  Something Greater planned this long ago.  As the director in a movie visualizes the plot in the scenes, so does Something Greater.  The day will present you with many ways to bring you to this awareness.  Your conscious state of existence is based upon what you want to bring out for yourself in the day.  You can take this awareness and do nothing as you sit within the corner of your mind.  The day you look towards the sky and know this all is for you will pull you out of the corner and make you want to know more.  A day will come when the veil will be lifted and you will see how together, the universe orchestrated the making of this moment.  Time becomes irrelevant as you look behind the veil yet see how the summer turns into the fall.  How the old makes room for the new.  There will come a time when this will not be needed and the flower will stay in bloom.  As you become more aware of this knowledge, the making of the moment is seen from a different place in your mind.  You will see the spirit world that brings the rays of the sunshine.  It will start as a feeling and turn into a thought and the window of desperation will open to this world.  The moment will become a connection as you take the knowledge of who you are and blend it with the air.  You will one day grasp the understanding that the path to Something Greater is found in your conscious level of existence that you connect to in an unseen world.