**This entry is dedicated to Gloria Barker. Please have your husband, Herb, read it out loud to you at least twice. In the one encounter I had with Herb, all the times you have given to others can be given back to you if you "believe"...........
Emotions
bring forth specific reactions in your body. If you are anxious, your stomach
may feel like it is doing flip flops as your anxiety goes back and forth from
your thoughts to your feelings. In your quest for spiritual growth, there will
come a level of awareness when you will begin to recognize the type of spirit
that enters your space by how you feel and by what you think. Certain spirits
will bring forth certain reactions in your body as it enters your thoughts and
emotions. When you become aware that such experiences do occur, you will begin
to identify the spirit of sickness that can consume your body. The knowledge
that you are made in the image of your creator who is perfection will strengthen
you when the spirit of sickness attempts to invade your body.
There
will come a day when you will be able to identify the spirits that enter your
space. You will take the knowledge you have been given from Something Greater
and will use it to continue the form of perfection that your creator made you
into. You will be able to recognize the spirit by how your body reacts and as you
gain control over your thoughts and emotions, you will heal any sickness that
enters your body.
Your
body is the product of your thoughts and emotions and sickness can only emerge
when you allow this spirit to enter. As you grow spiritually, you will
understand that all sickness was planned prior to your arrival into this dimension.
There are many reasons why people become sick.
The
spirit is forming your thoughts and emotions into your physical form. If you
are full of stressful thoughts, your body will form into these thoughts through
sickness. For those that are born with sickness there are experiences that all
impacted by the sickness will have for spiritual growth.
If
you have the spirit of sickness you are at a crossroads within your thoughts as
you read these words. How do you take control of your thoughts that will result
in taking control of the spirits that surround you at any given time? It is a
process that will take great discipline on your behalf. Acceptance that you
have this sickness for spiritual growth will be difficult, especially if you
have a sickness that makes you think you are dying. You will not be able to see
the greater good in such a situation. You will be fearful of death and what
this sickness is doing to your body. The fear will consume you at times and
acceptance of where you are within your thoughts will be difficult to surrender
to because of the fear.
The
spirit of sickness will be present to tell you that you need to accept the life
you have and that you are right where you are supposed to be. If it is a
terminal diagnosis, you will be forced to seek for answers as to what your life
means to you as a result. If you do not believe in a higher power, you will be
forced to question the existence of one. As you go back and forth in your mind of
what is true for your existence, you will make a choice during the sickness of
if you just give this body up and move into nothing as you do not seek for a
higher power or you look out into your thoughts for a way to make yourself feel
better about your presence in this body that is now filled with sickness.
If
you choose to identify with the spirit of sickness and totally accept this
moment, the healing can begin as you find the love for all that you are today.
Releasing the fear of all your past and what opened you up to the spirit of
sickness will bring you to the awareness of why you subconsciously allowed it
to enter into your body. You may feel as though you are a victim and there is
nothing you can do with the sickness. As in any relationship that you do not
want, you may become angry, you may experience denial that it even exists, you
may pretend to be a friend and go about your day as if nothing has changed for
you. The day you can identify why you have allowed the spirit of sickness into
your life, you will understand why it came to you. This stage of development is
beyond any words as you will embrace what the God of your understanding has
given you and the desperation for spiritual growth will then be viewed as the
gift that it was meant to be all along.
The
spirit of sickness will then be viewed like the parent trying to teach the
child how to become independent in their growth from a child to adulthood. If
you think you will die from the spirit of sickness, you will then embrace the
moment for your spiritual growth as you leave this body and become an example
for all those who are impacted by the dying process.
Do
you spend the time you have in this body full of anger and misery as a victim
of what you are going through or do you accept that this is the life you have whether
you believe in Something Greater or not? There will come a day when you will
understand that the spirit of sickness is needed to help guide you on your path
toward the God of your understanding and you will embrace the pain like the
mother who embraces the rebellious child who has caused so much anguish because
he or she did not know any better at the time.
You
were made in the image of your creator and each experience you have while in
this body brings you to another level of awareness for the perfection that you were
made into. The sickness will then be viewed as an illusion for what is really happening
on your pathway back to perfection with the God of your understanding. You are
responsible for what you do with your thoughts as you allow your creator to
create through you. Even the spirit of sickness can turn into your friend if
you see the greater good of what you are learning.
There
are spirits who only want destruction of this dimension and you have to get
control of your thoughts to ensure that they do not consume you. How strong
your connection is with your creator will determine the abilities these spirits
will have within your thoughts. The more time you spend with a specific
thought, the more energy a specific spirit will have to create or to destroy
with you. The spirit of sickness can be viewed as an opportunity to go to your
next level of awareness if you so choose. The answers will come if you seek
within yourself. You will find the clues within all your affairs. That will be
the day the spirit of sickness will turn into the spirit of love because of
your belief in a world that cannot be seen but can be heard inside your
thoughts.