Clean House and Love Self

As I continue to work the twelve step program this entry is my interpretation of how I keep my heart and mind pure so my God will want to live inside.

The Land

“By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire being kept for the Day of Judgment and destruction of the ungodly. But do not forget this one thing dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years and a thousand years are like a day.”  2 Peter 3:7

The day you find this world inside it will take all you used to be and turn it into a whole new world like the forest after a fire. One small flower will be seen at first that comes from all the destruction inside. The land that lies inside of you is gradually building into this day. As your thoughts of Something Greater comes and burns into the fear you hold, the glimmer of the hope inside will bring a whole new world.

The time will seem as though it took forever, yet as the love pours inside, you will feel the rush of power. You will realize that you always held it inside. The land will look as though it’s dark right where you stand, then the flower will appear and your new world will begin. With each thing that brought you madness, you will look again. You will find that all you went through brought this whole new land. All the sorrow that destroyed you will become the part of you that will bring you all the love.

With each time you look inside at all the fear you hold, you will see the piece of love that brought this whole new land. As the fire burns inside and destroys all your fears, the land that stands before you will become a whole new world. You will look at all you have done in a whole new way. The colors will appear for you right within the view. All the darkness that you see will sparkle with all the love.

The day you find that you are not alone within your thoughts, you must look inside to figure it all out. With each time you judge yourself and all that you believe, you must shine the love to bring you to your knees.

It is not a task you can do all by yourself. You must seek for others that believe in who you are. The land inside will have to reach the edges right within your mind. You will find another world. All you think that you have destroyed will become new.

It can only happen if you believe in Something Greater. You will have to surrender to a world you cannot see. The land inside will become a dream. The day is coming when you will not be able to hide. The fire comes inside of you to clear the thoughts you hold. Once the land is destroyed by the fire you have found, all the thoughts of Something Greater will bring a whole new land.

The Battlefield

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The force of evil comes to you right inside your fear. It takes your thoughts and twists them into words that you will hear. It will take the light of love and turn it into a storm. This force will crawl inside your loved one and make you hate the world. It knows your darkest thoughts and sees inside your soul. It knows what you desire and makes you question “more?” Even on the days you feel at peace within your thoughts, it will twist the truth you hold and turn it into a lie.

You cannot under estimate this force that knows what you believe. It will smother all your thoughts and make you wish to die. It answers by many names and comes inside your dreams. It makes you think that your world is dark and will fill you full of hate.

There is a force that wants your anguish to empty you inside. When you learn that this force is real right inside your mind, you will become aware of a world that will make you seek for love. The only way to fight this force is to find the love you hold. The day you feel this force inside, you must seek for Something Greater. The love will free your thoughts of fear for all you are today. The love will shine into the fear that makes you want to hide.

You must view your thoughts inside as a war within your mind. You must put an armor on when you have the thoughts of fear. The shield of hope and faith is there with the sword of honesty. The serenity will gallop by like a horse that will bring you peace. That will be the day you become a warrior within your mind.

The force of evil will try to take the anguish that you feel and bring destruction to any thoughts of love that you may hold. It will bring a feeling of hate and misery inside. When this force comes to you, your thoughts will fight inside the darkness. The fear will take any love and try to make it hide. The light of love will not be seen as you look for peace. This force will reach inside your heart and shred the thoughts of love.   It will take any love that hides inside your heart and it will place an arrow right into the middle. The force of evil comes when you are sick and feel alone. It will bring you thoughts of hate and all this feeling holds. The more you hate the world around you the more this force will grow. It will be in the shadows and will cover any love that you may find. It will twist your world around and tell you that you do not matter. It will make you think that no one cares for you.

The day you are at your worst is when this force will be strong. It will take your fear inside and suffocate your thoughts. Some of you will feel as though this force has taken over. It will make you think that you do not have any control within your life. It will even make you sick and make your body weak. It will come in many forms to bring you to your knees.

No matter what you have done or what you think inside, this force will tell you there is no use to try and find the love. In your desperation is when Something Greater comes to you. This force will know that if you seek inside your desperation, the love will come to you in the form of gratitude. The more you seek for Something Greater the more this force will fight. Your mind will become a battle field as you search for peace. When you feel the desperation Something Greater will be there. It will be waiting to bring you love to show you a different world. Through the anguish that lies inside all you think you have done, a feeling of humility will bring you to your knees.

As the force of evil speaks through every one you love, you will hear a sound inside that will bring you peace. The love will come to you when you are at your worst. The love will shine inside the fear and tell you who you really are. No one else will hear a thing, it will only come to you.

The love will take your desperation and turn it into hope. The hope will bring the faith to you with all that you believe. The hope will come from something you will see inside your day. The hope and faith will become a shield to hold up high as you stand in the middle of the battlefield right within your mind. It will form inside the gratitude for all you are today. When you discover that Something Greater was always on the battlefield that started in your heart, the force of evil will tell you lies and make you feel alone. The force of evil will make you question if what you hear is true. The force of evil will make you think that nothing matters as it sits inside your fear. Even when you feel the love on the days you are at your worst, this force will make you question “Why?” Once you hold the shield of hope and faith because of what you feel, the sword of honesty will come to you to shred the thoughts that lie. That will be the day you feel serenity inside. Like a horse that gallops around you, the love will bring you peace.

As you stand in the middle of the battlefield right within your thoughts, Something Greater will say hello within the view you see. That will be the day you find the battlefield is in the thoughts you hold.

Evil

This book cannot be complete until the force that some call evil is explained. This force is conscious of all within this planet and within the heavens. It can enter the masses or in one at any given time. Those who do not understand that this force holds forms when desired are at great risk. It can intertwine within your thoughts and will make you question your sanity. It can enter your loved ones who speak words that make you question if there is Something Greater.

Some of you have been given the ability to recognize this force in others or even when it attaches to objects or animals. It lies within the wave of thoughts where fear mixes. It knows your weaknesses and will slowly intertwine within your fears to create a form of it’s power right within you.

There is a battle in the spirit world just as the darkness is needed to see the stars in the night-time sky. It does not hold the thought of love and only comes to those who do not have the knowledge to understand what it is. It is total darkness and forms into humans through thoughts like a parasite that will latch onto your life source and drain you of any hope you may hold.

Time is irrelevant in the spirit world and this force, that some call evil, can cross all boundaries the universal laws establish if you do not become knowledgeable in preparation for what is to come. This force has latched on to the very essence of the masses. It does not discriminate on gender, race or status in society. The purpose of this source is to turn all loving thoughts into hate, jealousy and fear. It has great power on your planet as it sits in the very air you breathe. It has been formed into people that hold great power in the masses. It will guide your blind into the snake pits as it reassures you that you are supposed to do so. It can form into those you love or the stranger who kills those you love.

The mixture of this force grows stronger as your planet moves toward the center of your galaxy. As you consciously look towards the world around you, the day is coming when you will see this force that will darken the very essence of what it latches on to. As your darkness and light become more noticeable, only those connected to the Source of All Creation will recognize the darkness in others. This force is changing the very essence of this planet one thought at a time.

It blends in with those in the light and looks like a little blinking star that needs to move closer to the moon to be seen. You hold this source in your hatred, jealousy and anger. Some of you hold more of this force than others. It will try to cover any light it sees as it will feed off the energy that the Source of All Light gives so freely. As you gain understanding of how this force works on your planet, you will see it everywhere.

The beginning stages of recognizing this force is upon you during this time period. You call it many names and depending upon how much light you hold is by what name you call it. As you gain more knowledge of how energy works, you will learn how to remove this source as needed from your life. Some of you already do so and have discovered that you can heal physical ailments as a result.

Each of you hold your own interpretation of what this source means to you. Some of you have it confused with the God of your understanding and kill in the name of your Creator that is the source of evil. It holds passion that will seduce you and make you think it is from the Source of All Creation. The commandment given to not kill will never change and if you say you kill for the God of your understanding you are listening to the source that is not a part of your Creator.

Many of you are allowing this force into your thoughts and do not realize it until the day you do not want to live any longer. It is the natural order of the universe to have thoughts full of darkness while the thoughts of love sit in the corner of your mind waiting for you to hear it’s echo that reaches from across the universe. This force will make you think it is full of love until the day you realize that it has taken all your hope of life and left you with anguish forever more. It feeds off those with love and leaves them empty inside with the echo of it’s promises that turn into lies. It can manifest as your loved ones or as a presence that you may feel around you at night as you tell yourself that you are imagining things. It can manifest as an illness and will make you want to die. It wants to bring destruction in any form it can become to take your very life into the pit of anguish forever more.

Your planet is overcome with addictions that this source hides in to reach into your very essence and change you into the darkness. You will not even realize that it holds your thoughts as it seeps into your physical appearance. It will surround you in your world as you look out into who you call loved ones. You will find that as you wake up to what it is capable of in your life, it will stare back at you. It will be in the eyes of those you put what love you hold into and make you wish you did not have to think. This force will drain you of all energy for life until you are in total desperation. It will look for those that have little to shine out from their eyes as the flow of change becomes either total darkness or they will reach from within their heart to find the humility in the thought that they cannot do this thing called life alone any longer.

The Hologram

The body is necessary to further creation in this dimension and as you become aware of the validity of this process, you will one day have shed your skin for the last time as you no longer will need to remove the body and it will blend in with the spirit forever more. You will remember that you had this immortality from the beginning.

The hologram you live in will then be seen from a different angle and you will then know you are the result of all worlds coming together to bring you this awareness to pull you out of this pocket of desperation. You are to experience the desperation to further creation through you. The air is changing and for those that cannot accept these words that have been written all throughout history, the insanity will continue to occur. Those who seek for understanding and search in idols as the way to find understanding will lack the true knowledge from the Source of All Creation that prepares you for the new world. You will be putting your energy into a source that does not have the light of truth if they tell you to follow them.

The kingdom lies inside of you and the flow of change with the 10 activating components is the beginning of your salvation. You must take these components and ensure they are activated with every breath you take as you prepare for the unveiling of the new world. As the universe aligns for this glorious day, some of you will not be prepared as you sit in anger, jealousy, hatred and all that fear brings you. The loneliness will consume you as you deny the existence of your Creator. You will be enclosed in the darkness like the night sky. Those who reach for the desperation and are humbled by the knowledge that they are a part of Something Greater will begin to shine like the stars that shine the light into the dark sky. The stars need the darkness to see who they are just as the darkness needs to see the stars to know they sit in the darkness.

The last day will blend the darkness and the light and together they will become one. Those who choose to stand alone will then be in the darkness forever more. Like energy attracts and the more darkness you hold, the battle begins. It is happening on your planet with the darkness that makes you kill another or yourself. The battle is within yourself and is the bubble within the bubble inside the cup of life. As the darkness makes its own cup, it must seep out of the light to do so. It is the natural order for creation as the darkness will then make a new light as it reaches up in desperation to find out what to do with those in this darkness. It will then wake up to start the cycle of life forever more. There will only be so many times the darkness will circle back to itself as it gains knowledge each time it mixes through the universe. There will come a time when the darkness will be filled with a knowledge that is full of the fears and it will sit in the anguish forever more.

Those who grab onto the waves of knowledge that bring forth creation will form into the essence of all creation. The darkness will become the part that leads to this knowledge because of the unknown.