My writings are controversial for those who look to see where
my words come from. All I know is that the voice I hear is full of love and
helped me heal myself from the inside-out. I look back on who I was before this
world came to me and I never want to go back into the darkness I once held in
my thoughts. I have found that the more I share what I receive, the better I
feel.
I share my story with anyone who will listen so I can receive
more knowledge and ultimately heal all my wounds that go all the way back to my
beginning. I go back to when I only knew fear so I can heal for all those who
search for ways to heal themselves.
The Flow of Change is my interpretation of how I changed from
the inside-out. This book can be viewed as a manual for those seeking for
Something Greater. If used properly, you can heal yourself through the 10
components that are identified and placed into several diagrams throughout the
book to show the process in picture formats. The diagrams would flood my
thoughts and I could not draw them fast enough. As I wrote, the pictures would
just be there on the paper and I would look in disbelief at what I would draw.
At one point as I wrote, I saw the words already typed into a book. The more I
write, the better I feel. I read the words written and look in awe as I
continue to seek every day for a stronger relationship with the God of my
understanding. Some days the information flows through me so strongly, I have
to put it into a video format because the urgency to share overwhelms me.
The videos and my blog have been the fastest way for me to
share and my blog alone has been viewed in 15 different countries and still
counting within the year that I created it to date (1/11/14). Over 10,000 views
have been recorded on my blog and I feel satisfaction in fulfilling my promise
to the God of my understanding that I would attempt to spread the words given
to me to the entire world.
The first day I heard the voice speak to me was a life
altering event. I was told that I would be given words to write that have never
been written before. Little did I know that I would find not only words but a
view into a world that I continue to seek answers from every day. For those
skeptics out there who do not believe in the world I write about, all I can say
is that I have been changed and healed by the belief that this world is there.
My lupus is in remission and physicians involved in my care say it is a result
of the chemotherapy I took when I went through treatment for cancer. I know
this treatment could not have healed me in an instant, but that is what
happened to me. Those who watched the change in me would ask what I was doing
as they said I looked better than they have ever seen me look. My answer was
and still is:
“I found God” and “God found me”
I listen inside my thoughts and God or someone from God speaks
to me to tell me what to write. You may ask how I know it is God and my answer
is that creation is a part of God and as I look back on what I was before I
knew there was a God, I see how the God of my understanding has taken a broken
and miserable person and created a whole new mind, body and spirit. How can I
know God without knowing what God is not?