Suicide

This is my 4th video and I am taking all suggestions as I learn how to do this.  Some like the music only, some like singing in the back ground, I don't think anyone likes me reading with the music lol.  I think this one is nice, what do you think?

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Love

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How do you take this source that you have found inside and present it to the world?  How do you show others how to heal their mind?  How do you show the spirits how it is found?  The task will make you crazy as you wrap your thoughts around this time.  Everyone is watching to see what you will do.  Do you just ignore it and pretend that it’s not true?  Do you take the moment and wonder what to do? How do you take this source out into the world?  With each day you seek, it can be found.

This source that lies inside wants to heal your thoughts.  It wants to take your mind and show you how to heal.  It wants to show you that you are not alone.  It then becomes a choice of what you are to do.  You have a source inside that wants to show the world with you how desperation lead you this place.  Now you want to find a way to take these thoughts out into your day.  With each time you share a thought with another, you begin to see a change.  The truth begins to shine right into your mind.  The beauty of the truth brings you love inside.  With each time you give a thought to the God of your understanding, the magic will occur. 

Then the day will come to you when you will find, your thoughts have healed you inside.  You will then be able to feel the source that lies within your mind.  This source will bring you the sun that will shine inside.  How do you show the spirits how this makes you feel?  This source you hold as a secret will force you to decide.  Do you seek for more and learn what it can do?  All the spirits watch to see what you will do.

There will come a feeling that will turn into a thought. You have found the source that will whisper inside your head.  As you begin to listen to the words inside your mind, the battle for your thoughts begin to shine.  How do you tell the spirits what you want to do?  How do you find the words of what you hold inside?

You know the time is near when you will have a thought to pretend that it’s not there.  This thought will make you want to hide inside your mind.  The battle will then become a world that shows up in your day.  How do you hide the thought that maybe something’s there?  Is there such a thing that shows up in your view just as you have the thought within your mind?  You begin to notice that the only time this happens is when you’re full of love.

The love will bring a feeling that creeps into a thought and takes the two together to shine out through your eyes.  The spark than starts a flame that can touch into the sky.  This pull that is created then touches your heart.  You begin to want this feeling that has turned into a thought.  You cannot explain how it makes you feel inside.  The spirits watch with interest as your freewill has brought you to this moment right inside your mind. Some spirits want to feel your pain inside.  Some spirits sit in in delight with the love they find within your mind.  Do you dare to let them in?  Do you sit within the corner of your mind and hide the thought of love?

There will come a day if you listen to the love, that you will see it shine into the world.  The thought and feeling together shoot into the air.  It can take a moment to change the color of the day.  With the changing colors there will come a time when you will begin to notice that what you found inside has turned into a world right before your eyes. The love has turned your world upside down.

What you thought was love has now turned into sadness for who you no longer are.  Then the changes come with everyone around.  The love will shine the truth right inside your eyes.  You will find a world that now comes from your mind out into your reality.  The love has healed your thoughts that goes into your heart. 

The heart will take the love and share it through the blood.  Your body then begins to heal as your thoughts turn towards the feel of love and looks for more.  This source inside of you then is a love affair.  The magnitude of what it does will depend on you.  It will be seen in everything around if you take your view and look at it from above.  You become a piece that fits into the puzzle that connects to a world that brings you strength inside.  As it all builds to stir the source you hold, you will find the love that makes you want more.

As you look before you the time will come, when what you see becomes a different view.  You feel the angels watching as you decide of what to do.  As the gifts emerge right before your eyes, you feel the love inside that brought you to this time.  Nothing looks the same because you have change.  The thoughts have helped you see that things are not what they seem.  Do you just ignore that you know the spirits watch?

Some spirits want to feel your pain.  Some want to share your love.  As you seek for answers of what you are to do, the love will bring you knowledge as you seek for more.  With each thought of fear that enters in your mind, the love will be in the corner trying to shine.  The fear will try to take any thoughts of love and lock them in your mind.  Each time you take the love and let it shine inside, a change will come to you that cannot be explained. The love will bring a knowledge that tells you’re  not alone.  There is a source inside that can heal your mind.  Do you take the fear and lock it up inside?  Do you take the love and let it shine?

 

The Wonderland

If there is another world inside your head what does that mean to you?  For many of you it will not even enter your thoughts as you are not ready to understand it.  It is a process that starts when something brings it to your attention.  It will come like a soft rain or it can come like a bolt of lightning.  It stirs you up inside and makes you see your world differently.  All the things you use to do fade away.  You are now like the fish that jumps in and out of the water.

With each time you look inside to see what your thoughts are really doing, you see the sun come in with a bright ray of sunshine.  When this happens, you begin to want something more in your life.  Then as you seek, the day becomes an adventure like a Wonderland in your mind.  The world becomes alive for you as you go about your day.  The mysteries pile high in your head as you try to understand how the view of your world changes right before your eyes.

The gift of knowledge comes to you right inside your mind.  It tells you why you have to accept right where you stand. You have to grab onto the air and you cannot find it any other way.  You breathe it in and see the sky change right in front of your face.  The mysteries pile high each time you call things “coincidences” as the feeling makes you want to burst inside.  With each time you get this feeling, it goes straight to your heart.  The stillness all around you will tell you that you have reached a new awareness as you look inside. 

The heart will take this feeling straight to the blood.  The breath than becomes the spirit that surrounds you with love.  Each time you breathe into your lungs, you see a little more of a world inside your head.  It brings you a feeling of wonderment where the Wonderland lies.  You have the choice to fear this feeling as it flows into your thoughts.  You can take this feeling and let it heal you inside. 

Many do not seek this world as they go about their day. Those who know it is there and hide it from view, will one day find that they have to make a choice.  Do you surrender to a world that is only in your mind?  Do you search for understanding of how it can work in your life?  The only requirement is taking the moment and listening to a world inside that is a Wonderland full of magic. It will make the flowers change colors right before your eyes.  The once gloomy sky will turn into the beauty of the storms within your mind.

The Wonderland appears as you feel the love inside.  How can this feeling change your thoughts into a Wonderland right before your eyes?  It starts when you are full of desperation and when you are on your knees.  It may take some of you many conversations with yourself as you seek.  Then you will feel a warmth inside as you breathe.  As the air around you changes and the view before you glows, the Wonderland appears to say, “Hello”. 

The day you find this world inside, you will know that you are not alone.  You will find the presence of pure love and all the things you use to be are gone in the blink of an eye.  The magic occurs within the mind and changes what you see.  The view of the Wonderland comes to you through this world that is full of love.  You have to believe that you are not alone right inside your thoughts. 

You will go back to the times in your life that make you remember when you first had a choice. The ones that make you question what got you to this place?  The ones you could not decide because you didn’t have the knowledge at the time.  The ones that still make you cry.  Then as you search to find yourself, the love will shine the truth.  You will realize that you are right where you stand because of who you were.

As the past blends into the air, the love will shine within each breath that you take.  It will bring the Wonderland of the past that now speaks into your ear.  As the air of love surrounds your thoughts, you see how you would never have found this world any other way.  All the things you use to be then fade away.

The moment brings you the light of love that shines the light of truth. These two principles come to you to clean the path for the Wonderland right inside your head.  The love will come like a hurricane and you will be the tree.  You will stand strong and see the love inside.  The truth of who you are then glows for all to see. It is up to you to show it as you hear it inside, this voice that speaks to you as you breathe in the air. It will be when you are on your knees. 

The magnitude of this world will overwhelm you at first. Then you will see your purpose inside that will show you who you are.  In this Wonderland on your knees, you realize that you are in love with a world that is all your own.  This is a world that will heal you inside and take all the pain away.  It will bring the thoughts of love in many ways.

First the hope will call to you when you are on your knees.  Then the faith will bring the truth of who you are today.  As these principles come to you, the mixture will bring you love.  The courage then will seep inside as you stand upon your feet.  The Wonderland will then become a playground in your mind as you go about your way. 

Do you play with the thoughts of love and stand your ground?  Do you take the honesty and cut through the air with your words?  Do you take the hope and faith and shield yourself with the love?  The courage will bring you choices as you go about your day.  These principles will become the Wonderland right inside your thoughts.  As you seek for the courage inside when you get up off your knees, you will look to the voice that started it all and listen to what it tells you to do.  Then is when you will realize the humility keeps you strong.

The knowledge that you have a purpose mixes in the Wonderland right inside your thoughts.  As you listen to the voice it will become a song right inside the bird that sings and echoes in the trees. With these principles that enter your thoughts the Wonderland will mix into the air.  You will then accept the moment and all that brought you here.  The Wonderland has arrived for you right inside your head.

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Author Biography for book

 

 

Lisa Hynes has been counseling people through traumatic events as a medical social worker for 20 years.  That experience, along with her battles through addiction, cancer, divorce, single parenting and other of life’s challenges led her on a journey which resulted in the spiritual awakening described in this book. 

 

Sadness Upside Down

There is a place inside our head that many do not understand.  It brings you thoughts and feelings that creates your day.  Times will seem so happy as you go about your way then one word from some else will make you want to scream.  How does this joy turn to pain in the blink of an eye?  How do you take you self to another time? Memories seep inside and the day turns to sadness. How does a thought become a feeling that turns you upside down?  One moment you are happy then words will come to you without a touch that brings a different thought.  This is the day you begin the battle right inside your head.

When you wake up to the knowledge that you have some control, you will take some time to think about the thought that comes to you.  When the sadness of your past seeps into your thoughts, it can be seen as pain for who you are not.  You can turn the pain into a thought that brings you opportunities to continue with a happy day. 

Take the thought of sadness and see it upside down.  It will show you how to find the strength inside your head.  You will see your thoughts grow into all that you have done.  All the things that brought you to the day.  How can you create the joy inside without the knowledge of what it is not?  How do you know the difference of what the thoughts are to you?  As you look behind the thoughts right inside your head, you will see a world that lead you to the day.  As you blend it with the thoughts that you hold today, the love will take all the pain and heal it in your mind. 

Take the moment in your thoughts to turn the sadness upside down.  It will heal the pain inside and you will find a world that brings you love inside.  The pain of yesterday will then turn into love for all the things you were that brought you to the day. You must first take the sadness and turn it upside down.  Do you chose to sit in thoughts of misery? Do you reach for sadness and turn it around?  Do you look at past mistakes and keep the pain of what you did?  Do you prevent an opportunity to turn it into love?  Take the thought of sadness and turn it upside down.  Bring the thoughts inside your head out into words.  Even on the days that you feel the sadness in your heart, you will find the words will ring the truth of who you are.  The words will then become the sound of change.

The time will come when you will find the words that lie behind the truth will shine out into your world.  The light will bring a feeling that glows within your eyes.  Each time you speak the words that sadness will bring, a day will come when all your fears will see the light of truth.  The sadness will then turn to love right within the words.  The day will then become a time when sadness turns to joy.  Take the opportunity to see the love inside.  It will take the storms in your mind and bring you the sunshine.  The day will come when you will find a gift that comes.  It will be all wrapped up when you turn the sadness upside down.