All the
relationships that ended poorly will then be seen as the way you have grown on
your path to the God of your understanding. Each relationship has a beginning
and an ending unless you are currently in the middle of one. The beginning is
always filled with excitement and as this emotion balances out through the
course of the relationship you will experience a shift of love a need to get
out of the relationship. As the decision to get out of a relationship that was
once full of love occurs, there is a morning period for all you were with this
person.
You may end
up in several of the same type of relationships until the end becomes a new way
to find happiness for the next relationship. It will be vital to look at only
your part in the relationships that have ended in your life. It may be
difficult to do when the other person has done things to hurt you. The thoughts
of anger will come and go as you attempt to put all that occurred into the
perspective that all these experiences occurred for you spiritual growth.
It will be
important not to judge the other person as you attempt to look at what you did
throughout the relationship. You will find the parts you played that resulted
in reactions from the other person that may have caused anger. You will go back
and forth in your thoughts and feelings as you try to find meaning in the
relationships that ended full of anger and hurt. As you seek for your path to
enlightenment, you will have many dark trails as you try to find the meaning in
relationships that ended on negative terms.
Prayer will
play a vital role on your quest for peace. The anger may make it difficult to
even consider praying for happiness for someone who may have hurt you,
regardless of what role you played to cause the end of a relationship that was
once filled with love. Prayer will be a way to release your anger so you can
move out of the darkness that covers your path to Greatness. Each day you say a
prayer for the person you are angry with, you will begin to find that your role
in the relationship will begin to seep into your thoughts. You will be given
the knowledge through prayer of why it is vital to your spiritual growth to
focus on only your part in the experiences that occurred with the person you
once loved.
You will
have to release any judgements you hold of the other person’s decisions and you
will have to focus on the decisions you made only. The only way to release the
hurt and anger you hold because of what someone else did is to focus on keeping
your path clear of anything that prevents you from finding the sunlight of the
spirit.
You will
find that the more you pray for happiness for the person whom you think caused
you so much hurt, the more you will understand what you did in the
relationship. Even in relationships that may have been abusive, you will be
given the knowledge of why you were in this situation. With each time you
release the anger of what happened to you in relationships that ended full of
hurt and fear, the path will become brighter on your journey to enlightenment.
When you are
able to take responsibility for the things you said or did to others that was
hurtful to them regardless of what they did to you, a little more of the
sunlight of the spirit will shine through. To verbalize your wrongs becomes the
beginning of a whole new relationship with the God of your understanding.
If you admit
your wrongs, you are releasing the negative energy that you hold with others.
There will come a day when all your past will blend with who you are today for
only the love of who you will be tomorrow. The freedom of acknowledging your
wrongs to those you have harmed will bring forth a connection to the God of
your understanding that you have never known before.
Even when
your path seems full of darkness, the sunlight of the spirit can be seen
through the shadows. There will come a day when all the darkness will turn into
the brightest of days as you release the darkness of the past through the light
of truth that shines through so you can see, feel, taste, smell and touch the
sunlight of the spirit.
