Sunday, April 19, 2015
***This entry is for me and I put it on my blog for those who may also need it ...
The guilt of what you have done to others is a product of times when you were unable or unwilling to perform with love for yourself. Without the feeling of love, you may even subconsciously sabotage your own happiness. Even when others give you compliments, you will be unable to feel worthy of them without the feeling of love. When you can find the love for who you are at this moment, the guilt will blend into this feeling and you will know that you did the best that you could do in situations that have negative impacts on others. With each new level of awareness, you will begin to take more responsibility for events that cause others difficulties.
Knowing that you are reaching for Something Greater to be the best that you can be for this unseen world will help you forgive yourself in times that you made decisions which resulted in hurting others. The realization that you are learning from each experience you have for enlightenment will help you take this new found knowledge to your next level for even more love.
All the things you did that brought you to this understanding will help you accept that you are growing like the flower looking for the sun. The past events that cause you guilt will then become the storms that nourished the flower for growth. You will become stronger because of the guilt as you take this knowledge and blend it into who you are today. The love will blend into the guilt so you can turn all the confusion, all the pain, all the anger and, for some of you, even the hate into a new found love for yourself.
As you look for the path towards enlightenment, salvation or peace of mind, you will look ahead to find the obstacles in your path are becoming fewer. All the guilt, all the anguish and all the emotions that cause your fear will only be there so you can compare them with who you were when you did not know that there is Something Greater in your life.
Your level of awareness is ever evolving as you work to bring the spirit world out into this dimension through your mind and body. As you allow this spiritual presence into your life, the love will shine because of this world as you learn how it blends into your thoughts that trail all the way into your heart.
That will be the day you find you were always loved by this world and you were just trying to find the way to love yourself.