Sunday, August 30, 2015


**I have been receiving questions and comments from those who appear to be trying to "correct" my information. I come from a world that does not have a God and when I was told to write I did not understand what God or the Holy Spirit was. The first two weeks after my  first encounter with God, I floated through my days feeling as though there were two of me. I wrote this entry on 9/28/14 and did not understand it. I woke this morning with the passion to put it on my blog and stand strong in what I am doing for the God of my understanding. I am the vessel for what God gives me and that is all I know. For those who take my words and try to twist them into something other than what they are intended to be, that is between you and the God of your understanding. I pray for light, love and healing for all who read my words:
How do some of us feel a presence that surrounds us like the mother who holds her child full of love? How do some of us feel the grace that is bestowed upon us while others sit within the misery of their minds? Are there chosen who are born with such a thing? Do they know that they are graced with the presence of this love? What makes them different in their thoughts that makes them want to shine? What makes them know that there is Something Greater that makes them feel alive?

Don’t look towards what one may have that surrounds them in their life. It is only found in those who want to give their self. Maybe they will smile at you as they pass you by. You will feel the love that shines out from within their eyes. You will question “What do they know so I can understand?” They will look as though they have found heaven within their minds. You will want it for yourself as you sit all alone. The desperation for this love will make you want to search. Then the day will come to you when you will find it for yourself. You will be upon your knees when thoughts are at their worst. This presence will come to you and wrap you in the love. Then you will find that it was there with you all the time.

Even in the times of your life when things seem dark inside, you will find that it was always there. It is the part that holds your thoughts and carries you through the day. It shows you all the choices that brought you to this time. You will be given grace to see that you were never alone. The grace will touch you through desperation and will fill you up inside. It will come to you when you are empty and when you have nothing left to give. It will show you that you choose to keep yourself alone. You will be given the knowledge to learn how to become the vessel for this love. It will pour into you and will flow out into your world.  If you keep it for yourself, you will not be able to get more. You will then be alone as you sit within your thoughts.

You are given grace from a source that only comes to you. The grace will come through gratitude that will build you into love. It will start when you are empty inside so that it can fill you up with love. A feeling will creep inside of you and make you question “how?” It will make the raindrops sparkle and then a rainbow will appear. The clouds will move aside in your mind and the sun will begin to shine. The love will come about the time you look into your eyes. You will know that something’s there as you feel the love. You will question how does it turn your darkest thoughts into the light of love?

Then the voice will speak to you like a whisper in your thoughts. The more you listen to this love the more will be revealed. You will know that grace is there and fills you up inside. You will question was it there all of this time? Did it come when you were desperate and did it just appear? Why were you chosen to feel such love that lies only in your mind? How do you show others that there is Something Greater that speaks to you inside? Then you will be told that it is up to you to take it out into the world.

At first you will look to someone else to tell you what to do. Then the voice will speak to you and tell you that all you need is right inside of you. You will then be told that you cannot keep it all for yourself. You cannot feel the grace that comes without the thought of giving it to those within your world. You will question if you are good enough to show it to anyone else. Then the voice will tell you that you are here right where you stand as the vessel for this love. You were made just for this task and it is up to you. You are the action behind the grace that comes from an unseen world.

It will touch your thoughts that start with a feeling that you cannot explain. The grace will touch your thoughts inside that will bring you gratitude. You will feel the part of you that was always there. That is when you will know that the grace waited for this day. You will see that it was always there as it speaks to you inside your world. It may show up as the beauty from a flower that you see. The colors will glow within your eyes as the grace shines into your thoughts. You will want to share this knowledge that was given to only you.

Everyone will have the choice to feel the grace inside. It will start the day you seek for the gratitude within your life. It will come through your desperation as you seek for Something Greater. The grace will be the force that touches you from an unseen world. This force will reach inside of you and place the grace inside your heart. It will spread from your heart and go straight into your feelings. The thoughts you hold will catch a drift of the feelings that it will bring. Then your thoughts will become the words that you must speak into your world. The grace will start inside the window of your desperation.  You will be told that you have to share it with those who are in need. Something Greater will give you words through a touch of grace. No words will be able to explain what you feel inside.  

The grace waits for all to empty their thoughts to experience another world. It is a language that Something Greater will speak to only you. Grace will come like a hand full of love and will whisper inside your heart. It will come to only you and will not make a sound. You will have to make a choice as you sit within the misery of your mind. Do you empty all your thoughts and see what you will find? Do you deny the existence of your creator that can show you a different world?

You have the choice to create what you want right within your mind. The grace will come about the time that you seek for something more. The grace will come and touch your darkest spot inside. It will shine the light of love and show you who you are. You will want this feeling to stay with you forever more. The grace will give you the knowledge that your Creator comes to life right inside of you.







Tuesday, August 18, 2015

What About Reincarnation?

As you grow in your relationship with the God of love, your foundation will become stronger with the belief in this world. The more you believe, the more you will experience the darkness that tries to seep into your life. As you walk your path seeking for the light that God beacons, you will see many trails that call to you. They will appear bright and beautiful. As you grow spiritually some of you will find that the path to enlightenment will lead you on a search within the documentation that has been written throughout history. Many books are written with different interpretations of what God wants you to be during your time in this body. Many religions have been created with what each thinks is the way to find the path to enlightenment. Many deaths have occurs over the belief or lack thereof in God. For those who seek to find a book that tells the story of a Creator that heals, that casts out demons, that protects, that loves unconditionally, that gives you hope, that raises the dead, that gives you ever-lasting life, that controls the water, that controls the wind, that controls this planet, that does miracles and came in human form to be sacrificed to forgive all your sins, you will find the words that God provides in the Bible to guide you. The Bible will be your manual and will lead you towards a light of total utopia.

As you learn the story of creation and how the battle among the angels resulted in Lucifer being cast out of heaven, you will begin to question what role you play in the middle of this story. The Bible tells of how there will be a battle on earth between Lucifer and God during the end of days as we know it. It is written that Lucifer will shine a false light into the world and as you seek for the true light, it will be vital to your spiritual growth to arm yourself with knowledge.  On your search for understanding to abide by the rules that the Creator of All placed into the Bible to help you grow spiritually, many questions will arise.

You will look at the path behind you that brought you to this point of your journey and you may think that you cannot combine your current life with the expectations the Bible places on you for a relationship with your Creator. The days it becomes too great to understand, pray for light, love and healing. You will need to remind yourself that the spirit world makes this world and as the darkness seeps into your thoughts, you will need the light from your creator to shine into your thoughts to take the darkness and turn it into the most glorious of creations.

The teachings in the Bible are a guide. What knowledge you are given from this book will be different each day. The light of the way comes from the instructions in the Bible as you seek for what you can take as your own. God is not confusion and when confusion occurs when reading the Bible, it is a sign that you are blending your new found beliefs with the darkness of your past. The spirit is ever evolving in this time period. It takes your current mind, body and soul and molds you into what you are intended to be during this time period. All the memories from all your ancestors will be rolled into who you are today. Subconsciously, you will know this and it will feel as though you have lived many lives. You will know in your soul that you are always a part of your Creator and each time the soul goes into another body, these memories will slowly surface as the spirit blends with this part of you in this dimension.

Your soul never dies as it is the part of your Creator that lives for this current state of existence. You are experiencing at this moment. The soul is like the baby who grows with the mother’s guidance. As your soul evolves and carries all the memories in your blood line while in the body, the darkness comes to prevent you from growing. When you were created, the intent was for you to live with the love from your Creator to share in this dimension. Each time the body dies, you seek for another opening to further your spiritual growth.

Humans all go back to the Garden of Eden so, techniquely, we can connect with everyone currently living on this planet unless the fallen angel’s creations stand before you. As you evolve, you will know who they are when they stand in front of you. As you remind yourself that this dimension is created by the spirit realm, you will seek for guidance with the help from your Creator. The Bible speaks of one life while on this planet, yet we are all connected to the Garden of Eden. One body lives but all souls can be traced to the beginning of our creation. As the soul grows, more awareness occurs. The type of connection you hold with your Creator determines how much of your memories you carry over into this dimension. Your memories will assist you as you seek for your mission while here. Many do not believe we can reappear in this dimension once the body dies. The soul then sleeps as they live with the belief that this is their only chance for redemption. These beliefs are what they need at this time as they grow spiritually with the God of their understanding. When you can remember other lives in search for your Creator many things must be considered for such memories


Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Preface for The Flow of Change

My writings are controversial for those who look to see where my words come from. All I know is that the voice I hear is full of love and helped me heal myself from the inside-out. I look back on who I was before this world came to me and I never want to go back into the darkness I once held in my thoughts. I have found that the more I share what I receive, the better I feel.

I share my story with anyone who will listen so I can receive more knowledge and ultimately heal all my wounds that go all the way back to my beginning. I go back to when I only knew fear so I can heal for all those who search for ways to heal themselves.

The Flow of Change is my interpretation of how I changed from the inside-out. This book can be viewed as a manual for those seeking for Something Greater. If used properly, you can heal yourself through the 10 components that are identified and placed into several diagrams throughout the book to show the process in picture formats. The diagrams would flood my thoughts and I could not draw them fast enough. As I wrote, the pictures would just be there on the paper and I would look in disbelief at what I would draw. At one point as I wrote, I saw the words already typed into a book. The more I write, the better I feel. I read the words written and look in awe as I continue to seek every day for a stronger relationship with the God of my understanding. Some days the information flows through me so strongly, I have to put it into a video format because the urgency to share overwhelms me.

The videos and my blog have been the fastest way for me to share and my blog alone has been viewed in 15 different countries and still counting within the year that I created it to date (1/11/14). Over 10,000 views have been recorded on my blog and I feel satisfaction in fulfilling my promise to the God of my understanding that I would attempt to spread the words given to me to the entire world.

The first day I heard the voice speak to me was a life altering event. I was told that I would be given words to write that have never been written before. Little did I know that I would find not only words but a view into a world that I continue to seek answers from every day. For those skeptics out there who do not believe in the world I write about, all I can say is that I have been changed and healed by the belief that this world is there. My lupus is in remission and physicians involved in my care say it is a result of the chemotherapy I took when I went through treatment for cancer. I know this treatment could not have healed me in an instant, but that is what happened to me. Those who watched the change in me would ask what I was doing as they said I looked better than they have ever seen me look. My answer was and still is:

“I found God” and “God found me”

I listen inside my thoughts and God or someone from God speaks to me to tell me what to write. You may ask how I know it is God and my answer is that creation is a part of God and as I look back on what I was before I knew there was a God, I see how the God of my understanding has taken a broken and miserable person and created a whole new mind, body and spirit. How can I know God without knowing what God is not?