Wednesday, July 1, 2015
This is a chapter from my new book The Flow of Change. I feel so strong about the words in this entry that I had to put in into a video. I do not feel worthy to be the one to read it but I needed to share it and no one else could say it the way I heard it in my head when I heard the words in my thoughts.
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Saturday, June 20, 2015
The spirit surrounds you in the air, in the sun, in the wind, in the sounds and in the thoughts and feelings you hold. When you do not think this word is there, know you cannot have this body without the spirit. The awakening occurs through each moment you seek this world. The life you live is a choice and the day you realize the suffering sheds away like the dead skin, your new beginning shines through. The emptiness is then filled each day you seek with the knowledge that you are in this body for a purpose. The magnitude of knowing this body is here for this moment only and all the past just brought you here for this awareness will bring joy like never before.
All the relationships that ended poorly will then be seen as the way you have grown on your path to the God of your understanding. Each relationship has a beginning and an ending unless you are currently in the middle of one. The beginning is always filled with excitement and as this emotion balances out through the course of the relationship you will experience a shift of love a need to get out of the relationship. As the decision to get out of a relationship that was once full of love occurs, there is a morning period for all you were with this person.
You may end up in several of the same type of relationships until the end becomes a new way to find happiness for the next relationship. It will be vital to look at only your part in the relationships that have ended in your life. It may be difficult to do when the other person has done things to hurt you. The thoughts of anger will come and go as you attempt to put all that occurred into the perspective that all these experiences occurred for you spiritual growth.
It will be important not to judge the other person as you attempt to look at what you did throughout the relationship. You will find the parts you played that resulted in reactions from the other person that may have caused anger. You will go back and forth in your thoughts and feelings as you try to find meaning in the relationships that ended full of anger and hurt. As you seek for your path to enlightenment, you will have many dark trails as you try to find the meaning in relationships that ended on negative terms.
Prayer will play a vital role on your quest for peace. The anger may make it difficult to even consider praying for happiness for someone who may have hurt you, regardless of what role you played to cause the end of a relationship that was once filled with love. Prayer will be a way to release your anger so you can move out of the darkness that covers your path to Greatness. Each day you say a prayer for the person you are angry with, you will begin to find that your role in the relationship will begin to seep into your thoughts. You will be given the knowledge through prayer of why it is vital to your spiritual growth to focus on only your part in the experiences that occurred with the person you once loved.
You will have to release any judgements you hold of the other person’s decisions and you will have to focus on the decisions you made only. The only way to release the hurt and anger you hold because of what someone else did is to focus on keeping your path clear of anything that prevents you from finding the sunlight of the spirit.
You will find that the more you pray for happiness for the person whom you think caused you so much hurt, the more you will understand what you did in the relationship. Even in relationships that may have been abusive, you will be given the knowledge of why you were in this situation. With each time you release the anger of what happened to you in relationships that ended full of hurt and fear, the path will become brighter on your journey to enlightenment.
When you are able to take responsibility for the things you said or did to others that was hurtful to them regardless of what they did to you, a little more of the sunlight of the spirit will shine through. To verbalize your wrongs becomes the beginning of a whole new relationship with the God of your understanding.
If you admit your wrongs, you are releasing the negative energy that you hold with others. There will come a day when all your past will blend with who you are today for only the love of who you will be tomorrow. The freedom of acknowledging your wrongs to those you have harmed will bring forth a connection to the God of your understanding that you have never known before.
Even when your path seems full of darkness, the sunlight of the spirit can be seen through the shadows. There will come a day when all the darkness will turn into the brightest of days as you release the darkness of the past through the light of truth that shines through so you can see, feel, taste, smell and touch the sunlight of the spirit.